Greamno and MCYT Oneshots

I'm not a child! 4

Bet y'all are surprised.
Welp
Hah.
Part four. The bad ending.
This is in a new writing style, what dou you think?

Warnings; Suicide, implied self-harm, sad bean, emotional (?).

*Set a year in the future, two weeks before season eight*

Grian sat.

He wasn't usually one to sit around, he was one to rush and prank and fill his days with project upon project.

But today he just sat.

Maybe it was because of the sunrise.

Maybe it was because he knew he'd never see one again.

He just sat.

He'd set all his affairs in order, of course.

Many of the hermits had been confused why Grian hadn't packed for 8.

It was because he wouldn't need to.

He wouldn't be going to season eight.

So there was no need to pack.

The sunrise blended from yellow-gray to orange-yellow.

He'd been sitting there since about four in the morning, just watching.

Just waiting.

He wanted to take it all in.

His legs dangled of the edge of his base. He never quite finished it. It never seemed 'done'.

He contemplated his decisions that had led up to this.

Dream and Techno would be furious. He had no doubt about it.

But he couldn't keep going knowing he was nothing in people's eyes.

He hadn't been invited to a server meeting for eight months. No-one had asked for his help on any serious project in ten.

He couldn't keep going knowing they didn't care.

He contemplated this decision.

He wouldn't be changing it, he knew that.

He just wanted to get it all.

Just before he couldn't, y'know?

So he just sat there. He had double checked that all the books where in the right place.

He'd even picked a time that would be far enough away from season eight for his death to gloom over it, but close enough for it to convince thay he'd at least enjoyed season seven.

He wanted to make sure they didn't miss him.

He doubted they would anyway.

They probably wouldn't even give it a second thought.

He hoped they wouldn't.

His arms hurt enough anyway.

He seemed so small.

The sun was finally at the peak of the sky. It seemed so early for it to be so bright.

Grian smiled.

And he fell.

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Mumbo got up at around 8:30 in the morning like everyday.

He was finally going to finish packing his last materials and finalize his Server Switch ID.

Looking down, he spotted a note from Grian.

He picked up. Why not?

Dear Mumbo,

I am the problem here.

Ohhhh boy.

Your my best friend. I want you to know that your the soul reason I didn't do what I did a while ago.

Oh, what'd he done now?

You'll find me at (insert coordinates), maybe a little lower.

Don't go yet though.

I want you to have the basic idea of what you'll find first.

Mumbo sighed. What'd he build? Another mini-mansion?

I will not be in season eight.

Mumbo jumped back in surprise.

Grian?! No Grian!? What? Why hadn't X told them?

I'm sorry. I couldn't handle it. Any of it.

It feels like all I am is some child to you. I haven't been invited to a server meeting in eight months, and haven't been included in a serious project in ten.

You wont see my builds again.

Why did this sound like a suicide note?

I'm sorry. I know you won't miss me.

But the damage has already been done.

I can't undo it.

It's not like you can sign back up for life, after all.

Mumbo stumbled back from the paper.

No no no no no.

He was missing something, anything.

He grabbed his communicator.

MumboJumbo; guys. Guys get up

MumboJumbo; right now

MumboJumbo; you need to get up right now

Iskall85; HALLO!

MumboJumbo; do you all have letters from Grian?

TinFoilChef; yep

Iskall85; yeah why?

Xisumavoid; mhm

Welsknight; I do

MumboJumbo; open them. Please, PLEASE tell me it's not what I think.

Iskall85; okay man chill out.

Mumbo couldn't chill, Grian-

Not Grian.

Iskall85; guys

Xisumavoid; I read to

MumboJumbo; hurry then!

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Dream fell to the floor.

Techno was on the couch.

It seemed like nothing could ever exist beyond that point.

His mask had cracked when he fell, but he didn't care.

Every letter started the same.

Im the problem here.

So it's dark-
Sorry

(It's not the cannon ending btw)

Ok so I'm done with this series lol.
Not the book just the 'im not a child!' thing.

Ily all.

Gonna stay up late again-