Sinner

Chapter 30

*Mandarin*

Lucas and I chilling are on top of the rooftop of SM. I play with my necklace. We are at a SM Grammy for Sidneys and my nomination. Renjun, Hendery, Kun, Ten and Taeyong were hanging out at the rooftop with us. They all left like ten minutes ago.

"Hey," he says as he lights a cigarette.

"Sup," I say as I take his cigarette and smoke it. He looks at me in shock and chuckles.

"God why was that so sexy," he mumbled, making me chuckle.

"You know I heard you," I say.

"Oh, it's true. Um, I have a question," he says.

"Sure," I say.

"Who do you like being with more," Lucas says. 

"What do you mean," I say as I watch the smoke glide out of his mouth.

"Me or Hyunjin," he asks. "Do you like to sleep with more," he asks.

"I've only been with Hyunjin once, so by default you, " I say casually.

"Wait for real," he says.

"Yeah, I don't really like him that way. I don't know I was really uncomfortable with him," I say.

"Ah, make sense. Um, I felt really annoyed and sad when you and him messed around," he says looking down as smoke flies out of his mouth.

"Aw, wait for real," I say looking at him.

"Yeah, I was really hurt," he says looking down.

"I'm so sorry, I should've said no," I say looking at my left side.

"It's okay I really don't have the right to feel like that," he says look out at the city.

"What do you mean," I say.

"I mean we aren't dating, I shouldn't feel bad when you're with someone else," he says.

"Um, yeah, I don't really know what to say," I say.

"It's okay, that is my issue," he says.

"I'm sorry about Hyunjin. I should've told you before hooking up with him," I say.

"It's okay, I should tell you who I'm hooking up with before doing the deed with them," he says.

"I wish you told me before that you felt uncomfortable," I say as I lean against the railing.

"Why is that," he asks.

"I care about you a lot and knowing that something I did like 2 months ago still affects you kills me," I say looking at him.

" You're just adorable," he says smiling as he pulls me closer.

"For real Lucas please tell me when you're uncomfortable, this will only work with good communication," I say looking at him.

"Yeah-yeah, I know, I just want to hold you right now," he says, hugging me. I turn around and look at me.

"You have promised me that you are going to tell me when you're uncomfortable. " I say to look at his perfect skin and his addictive plump lips.

"Do I have to," he chuckles out. I look at him bored. "Pf, don't give me that look," he says.

"Yes you have to promise me, pinky promise me," I say.

"Fine you win," he sighs while smiling at me. He holds up his pinky and I do the same. "I, Yuk-hei Wong. Promise to communicate with Joylce Bang," he says.

"Why do you sound like you're in one of those anti-smoking ads," I say, making him laugh.

"It's ironic cause I'm smoking right now," he says.

"Which reminds me, you should stop smoking soon," I say.

"What are you my mom," he says.

"No but I'm a concerned friend," I say.

"Thank you for your concern but I can take care of myself," he says as I raise my eyebrows. "What," he asks.

"I can take care of myself," I mock.

"Okay fine, Kun can take care of me," he says, making me giggle.

"More like it," I say, making him laugh.

"Your laugh is so fucking cute," he remarks making my face hot.

"Thank you," I say as our phone gets a text.

"Come downstairs, did you get the same text," he asks.

"Yeah, we should probably go," I say as we walk down stairs.