By The Way I'm Not Sure (Jai Waetford Fan Fiction)

Chapter 25 - Manipulation

"I ain't going anywhere. I just want to sleep." I say.

"Too bad." He says. We wait in awkward silence until my mother has gone to bed before we sneak out of the house. We walk up to Alana's car at the end of my road, we get in and he gets in the drivers side.

"Since when did you have a licence?" I ask.

"Since two days ago." He says and speeds off. We travel a couple hours north and come to Manly beach on the other side of Sydney. Late at night, it's abadnoned and beautiful.

"What are we doing here?" I ask.

"I don't know yet." He says and lays down on the grass just before the sand. I just continue to stand until he pats the grass next to him.

"It doesn't bother me that you want to break up with me, but it feels like we have broken up, I mean there's nothing worse than having a boyfriend that you don't talk to. I'm sorry about anything I said to you that was offensive and I'm sorry for anything I did to make you feel like breaking up with me. It just didn't make sense at the time and I got frustrated with myself. Everything seems to be-" He cuts me off with a kiss, a long passionate kiss.

"Don't worry about it." He says. We lay on the beach next to each other for a while.

"Let's forget about the world." Jai says and I don't reply.

"You're 16." I say after a silence.

"I know."

*

The next day when Jai and I were driving home I thought about how much trouble I'll be in. Crap. I sit silently the whole time, just listening to McBusted.

"What are you thinking about?" I ask Jai.

"Road rules and what's going to happen next, my mum is going to kill me for taking her car." He says.

"Let's be killed together." I say and he chuckles, damn it wasn't meant to be funny. When I get home I quickly sneak up to my room, I turn my door handle and...

"Gemma." My mum says from behind me. I slowly turn around with a smile on my face.

"Where were you all night?" She asks.

"With my friend." I say.

"You were with Jai weren't you?" She asks. Crap.

"Yes, mum, I was hanging out with Jai at the beach." I say and close my door behind me as I walk in my room. I log onto twitter and hang out with my followers for a while.

Someone knocks on the door about an hour later and my sister walks in.

"Mum wants to speak to you." She says quietly and leaves. I slowly make my way down to the kitchen where my mum usually wants me to talk to her, and sure enough, she's there.

"Why didn't you ask to go first?" She says, facing away from me.

"Cause, I knew you'd say no. Plus, Jai wouldn't let me."

"I thought you were going to stay away from him." She says.

"You can't control who I hang out with!" I almost yell. I'm so angry at her, she can't tell me to stay away from him, I can date who I want - well... only if he wants to date me.

"Go to your room." She says. I storm up the stairs, I walk past my sisters room where I hear Five Seconds Of Summer and I continue to slam my door behind me. I lay down on my bed and don't move for the next three hours, I just lay there and think...

He liked me.

I hated him.

I fell in love with him.

He hurt me.

He hurt me again.

And again...

Then I trusted him and forgave him once again...

Now I'm back to where I was... unhappy with my decisions.

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SO GUYS THERE'S A FLIPPING CYCLONE (Hurricane - for all you above the equator, international people) HITTING MY AREA AND I WAS TRYING TO WRITE, BUT THE RAIN SOUNDED WEIRD AGAINST THE ROOF, THINGS THAT DON'T MAKE NOISE... WELL WERE MAKING NOISE AND I COULDN'T CONCENTRATE. OMFG. Wow, now my dog is going psycho.

(Update: Okay that wasn't the cyclone just a bit of rain, BUT THERE'S A CYCLONE COMING)

Okay, back in the real world I am so sorry I haven't updated in like... How long?

Please vote, comment and FAN/or share. I haven't had time - with school starting and all - sorry.

I like the word hurricane better.

Bye.