By The Way I'm Not Sure (Jai Waetford Fan Fiction)

Chapter 10 - Breaking Point

Judgement day, or in other words, dinner with Jai and his mother day.
In the morning Kayla won't stop talking about Jai's birthday. She's driving me insane.

"Gemma! Guess what?" Kayla asks as I try to talk to my mum in the kitchen.

"It's Jai's birthday." I say in monotone. It's the tenth time she's asked me today and it's only 9 am.

"Gemma. Have you called Jai or seen him and said happy birthday? Maybe a birthday kiss?" My mum asks as she's cooking pancakes.

"Mum. We. Are. Not. Dating." I say, trying to make it clear that Jai and I definitely aren't dating. She goes quiet and afterwards we eat pancakes as a 'family should'. I head back up to my room and log onto Twitter.

A hundred Waetforders I had followed, when I was dating Jai, were tweeting about Jai's birthday. It made me feel different, a weird feeling I hadn't felt before. This guy I had always declined could have any girl he wanted, there were so many girls with crushes on him, who loved him and here he is chasing me when he can have anyone he wants... it made me feel special. Maybe he really did care about me, I'll never know until we talk about it.
The day went quickly when all I did was play guitar and ignore my sister.

"Gemma. Go for a shower and get ready." My mother calls and I do. I let the water run through my hair and over my shoulders as I think about tonight. What if it goes badly?

I am shaken out of my thoughts when Kayla knocks on the door to tell me to hurry up. I turn off the shower and get dressed into black denim shorts and this white and blue stripped tank top that made me seem like a stereotypical sailor. I put my hair up in a loose bun. I walk into the lounge room with my phone and wait for Kayla. When mum and Kayla are finished getting ready, I slip on my black shoes and mum drives us all to Jai's place. I hate how Jai and I's mum's are friends.

Jai greets us at the door and Kayla almost yells 'happy birthday' to Jai. She gives him the present and a smile is plastered on both of their faces.

"Thank you! You didn't have to." He says and hugs her. He opens the present and it's... well it's a watch. It looked pretty expensive when it was only $20.

"Yes, I didn't Jai." She says and hugs him again.

"Anna! Glad you're finally here." Alana says as she walks into the room. Alana and my mum hug and then Kayla follows them into the kitchen.

"Hi." Jai says.

"Hey. Happy birthday." I say and he smiles.

"Thanks." He says and we walk to where our mum's are sitting at the table in the dinning room. There's was a lot of chatter between Alana and my mum . Jai and I just say there silently.

Then Lana, her parents and brother arrived. It became even more awkward between Jai and I. Lana sat next to Jai and every time she touched him on the shoulder to get his attention or she would whisper into his ear, jealously would hit me in the face. I felt broken again, they seemed so close and I knew their parents were trying to set them up. I don't understand why they'd invited me if Lana was coming. All it did was make me angry, mostly at myself because I failed to realise that Lana was going to be here.

"So, Lana and Jai. How long have you guys been dating?" Lana's mum asks. What?! I felt like throwing up.

"We're not dating." Jai says and looks up at me. Lana look pissed off, not at her parents for asking, but Jai.

After dinner Jai had to cut the cake, he cut all the way to the bottom, not realising that all the adults in the room had a thing about doing that which meant he had to kiss the closest girl. Lana was the closest, the bitch. As they kissed I had to look away. I couldn't handle it. First they were flirting, or Lana was trying to, now they kiss? And Jai does it in front of me? Not like we're dating or anything, but he asked me out yesterday! Now he's flirting and kissing another girl in front of me?

I had to leave. Jai was the one to pull away and when he realised I was gone, I was already out of the door. I ran away from the house as Jai followed me.

"Gemma!" Jai calls.

"Gemma! Stop!" He calls again. For some reason I did. I don't know why and I don't know what I was going to say, but I stop and turned around to face him.

"What are you doing?" He asks.

"Running." I say.

"Why?" He asks.

"Because, I can't handle your shit anymore." I hiss.

"What are you talking about?"

"Yesterday you asked me out, you practically said you loved me! Then you flirt and kiss Lana! I'm just sick of everything you've done to me. You've broken me over and over." I yell and he stays quiet, staring at the ground.

"When I met you, you begged me to love you. You scraped it out of me, you made me love you and I maybe I did. Then you kiss some girl that you barely knew and hurt broke me the first time. Then you try to get me back again and maybe I was starting to love you again. Today I thought you actually cared about me! Then what do you do? You break me again. I've never done anything to you! And you give me this crap. I'm just sick of it. I'm sick of you." I say and walk away from him.

"I do love you though. I care about you more than anyone else. I'm an idiot and I know that!" He says.

"Forget it Jai. I'll never forgive you again." I say and walk back to my place. There's too many girls in this world and he just can't have just me in his life. He's got to trick me over and over again and break me over and over again. I've never cried about a boy until Jai came into my life. I wish I had've stayed away from him and his bullshit. I can't think of any reason why I'd even want to date him anymore! Tonight I planned on saying yes, but now he can forget about it!

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Hey guys! SORRY FOR THE SWEARING IN THIS CHAPTER! I don't like to put swearing in my book. I only occasionally put 'crap' in chapters.

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