By The Way I'm Not Sure (Jai Waetford Fan Fiction)

Chapter 30 - 2 years later

"Gemma. Gemma wake up. Gemma. Hello. GEMMA WAKE THE HELL UP." Jai says as he jumps on my bed.

"What is wrong with you?" I ask, sleepily as I roll over. "why are you so happy this early in the morning?"

"I'm not happy. You're fucking brother is coming." He says and I roll over into my stomach.

"Yahoo." I say and fall back asleep.

A wake up god knows how long later and Jai is laying next to me.

"Gemma!" I hear Jayden calling through the house.

"Crap. Jai wake up." I say and shake the boy awake.

"If Jayden see's you in my room he's going to kill you." I say and we rush out into the hallway, messy hair and pyjama's.

"Do you guys sleep in the same room?" He asks, the tension in his voice showed anger.

"Of course not, Jai was delivering a message." I say and Jai quietly sighs when Jayden nods. He opens his arms and I run into a hug, I missed his big bear hugs.

"You're so grown up now!" He says as he picks me up in a hug.

"Have you seen your youngest sister yet?" I ask and he laughs as he puts me safely on the ground again.

"Yeah, she's different." He says. "Melissa type different." I haven't thought of it that way before. Oh Kayla, please don't turn into Mel.

"How long are you home for?" I ask, changing the subject.

"Two months." He says.

"Good I'm not going to be here for most of it." Jai mumbles and Jayden looks harshly at him.

"What'd you say?" He asks.

"Uhm, what? Me? Nothing." Jai says and Jayden accepts it. The rest of the day was spent with everyone - Mum, Kayla, Jayden, Jai and me stuck in a room together... hella interesting.

"So Jai, when are you going on tour again?" Mum asks him and he looks over at me.

"That reminds me. Can I talk to you... in private?" Jai asks and I nod. We leave the room and go into the kitchen.

"What's wrong?" I ask and he looks me in the eyes.

"Sony has been in meetings all week about going on tour and I just signed the papers for it." He says and I look away from him.

"You said..." I say, but stop (to add effect mainly).

"I know. I know I said no more touring after the last one. I know, but it's not something I can change. My contract says that I have to go on every tour they tell me to, sing every song they write and if I break it, I'm out and can never go back. I love you, but also can't let my mum down, she has always wanted the best for me and see me succeed, I'd choose you over any stupid tour, but i've got to go. I'm so sorry." Jai says. I felt like screaming. I don't remember him saying it, but he said something along the lines of no touring for a few months after the last one. I hate record labels, they are idiots.

"You're constantly touring and I'm sick of it. Jai, I can't handle it."

"What do you want? What do you want me to do about it?" He asks.

"I want you, I want you and all the things you promised."

"What did I ever promise you?" He asks, just as harshly as Jayden before.

"Love... but I haven't got the chance." I say and he is taken aback.

"We met two years ago and guess what? It is our two year anniversary tomorrow, I held the tour back for one day for you, but maybe I'll bring it for ward again." He says and walks out of the room.

I forgot. I totally forgot. Ugh, I'm such an idiot. Jai was dying for tomorrow to come, he had told me heaps of times how he was excited to spend a whole day with me and only me.

A few minutes later I here something coming down the stairs and I rush out in the hall to see Jai carrying two suit cases. He walks up to me and kisses me on the cheek.

"Thank you for everything. Bye Gemma." He says and walks out of the door. I sit on the stairs and watch as he loads the suit cases into the taxi. He looks back at me through the window and cold-heartedly steps into the vehicle.

He hates me.

*

"Gemma. Are you okay?" Kayla asks.

"No, I'm not okay, I'm great." I say and she frowns.

"No, you're not, mum wants to talk to you." She says and I ignore her as she leaves my room. It's been two days since Jai left, I've tried calling him and leaving messages, I've tweeted in code, I've facebooked. I've done everything, but he's cut me out.

"Look Jai, I don't fully understand what I did, just call me. I need to talk to you." I say to the voice mail, but I'm the only one who knows he does check his voice mail.

"Jai, seriously this is getting pathetic. Call me."

"Jai, for god sake, my brother is going to punch your head in if you don't pick up the mother fucking phone and call me."

"I have a joke for you, what's the name of the worst and most pathetic girlfriend ever... aye, Gemma!" That's when he called me back.

"You're not pathetic." He says.

"But I'm the worst, right?"

"No, Gemma, your amazing. I'm an idiot." He says. "It was just a small fight and I blew it out of proportion and overreacted."

"You blow everything out of proportion and overreact." I say.

"Shut up, I'm trying to apologise." He says and I suppress a laugh.

"Sorry."

"No, I'm sorry." He says. "Look, it's like midnight over here in France and I have a show tomorrow, can I sleep now?"

"Yeah."

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Heyyyyy!! Long chapter for my resent patheticness. So last month this HUGE writers block decided to hit me in the head and kill me, BUT I WAS BROUGHT BACK TO LIFE BY AN ANGEL THING AND I'M WRITING AGAIN.

So I kind of tried to make this a little humorous and show Gemma's quirky personality a bit, but I don't know how that went.. sooo

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Bye! - Layla.