I'll never get back with Jai if it kills me. I decided a month ago that it wouldn't happen again. That I wouldn't let my guard down and fall into his trap AGAIN. Yeah, he saved me from the orphanage and he saved Kayla from murderers and alcoholic idiots walking along the road, but I swear he was trying to coax me back into a false sense of security and heartbreak. I knew he wasn't the type of guy to do that, he was kind and cute and lovely and a good boyfriend - until he kisses another girl -, but I trusted him for so long and then he hurt me. Hurt me badly. I have trust issues now and only because of him. My thoughts are disrupted as someone hits a rock on my window. Well, great. I lift the window up and I find a goofy smiling Jai looking up at me.
"What are you doing here?" I whisper.
"I want to talk to you."
"Yeah, well I don't." I retort. He frowns and climbs up the side of the house anyway. He slips inside the window and he looks into my eyes, despite the dark I can see the outline of his face and his eyes looking into mine.
"What do you want Jai?" I ask as I look away from him.
"I know you hate me more than anyone right now, but please listen to me?" He asks.
"If I have to." I say and he sighs.
"I understand why you can't trust me, but my story is different to what you saw. She kissed me and I was trying to pull away when you walked in the room. She then slapped me afterwards for following you. I told her she was being stupid and she slapped me again." He whispers. We sit down on my bed and he tells me the rest.
"But you still dated her." I say and he nods.
"I can't explain why I did." He says, his voice sounds soft in the night. A little coarse - as his voice is getting deeper -, but I found myself falling in love, just listening to his voice all night reminded me of all the memories we had together, the nights where he'd stay up with me, either singing or talking after I hadn't been able to sleep. The hundreds of memories we spent together, the ones I dearly missed.
No Gemma. Don't go there again.
Despite my ignorance and annoyance towards him, I still spent the whole night listening to his changing voice. We had both changed.
"Can we at least be friends? I like it like this." He says and I smile.
"I think I can accept that." I say. "I like it this way too."
With that remark he grabs my hand and kisses it. It was nearing the boundaries and I felt a little uncomfortable, until I felt the warmth of his lips against my hand. They were as I remembered; warm and soft.
"I better go." He says and climbs swiftly out of the window. He says one last goodbye and walks away with his hands resting in his pockets. I silently close the window and plunk myself down on my bed. Crap.
*
In the morning, I wake up to my mum yelling at Kayla.
"You can't keep yourself locked up in your room all day and all night and expect me to do what you want me to do! No!" She yells. I walk out into the hallway and find Kayla sitting on the floor, not crying, but my mother sure as hell was crying in anger.
"Mum. Yelling at her won't help." I say, calmly, as I put my hand on her shoulder.
"Yes. You're right. Sorry, Kayla." She says and walks away. I sit down next to her and she just stays as she is already.
"Kayla. Mum's right. You can't stay locked up in your room just because you ran away. We're all worried about you." I say, but she doesn't move. I let out a deep breath and walk into my room. I call Jai. He was the only person that could make her feel better.
"Jai. I need your help." I say when he answers.
"Okay. I'll be around in 10 minutes."
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