Everyday I find the guy that I kind of hate and kind of love at my front door. Every day he stands there and stares in my eyes and soul. He likes me and I break his heart every time I see him, that when reality pulls me back to earth.
"GEMMA! YOUR BOY FRIEND IS HERE!" My mother calls. I bet it's Jai, she thinks we're dating again.
"Mum, he's not my boyfriend." I say as I run down the stairs. Jai see's me and smiles instantly.
"Hi." I say.
"Hey."
"What are you doing here?" It was 5:00 on a Sunday morning. I wish my mother hadn't of woken me up.
"Let's go for a walk." He says and I walk outside with him. It was the middle of Summer and wasn't cold outside early in the morning, the sun was already coming up, but looked beautiful over the horizon. We walk down to the beach at the end of our street and look out at the blue water.
"It's beautiful." I say.
"Like you." He says and an awkward silence ends the conversation for a few seconds. When Jai takes my hand in his and we face each other, I realise how tired he looked, how stressed and how broken his eyes showed he was. It broke my heart as well and felt myself melting.
We didn't say anything to each other, we just stood there, holding each others hands and staring into each others eyes. I'd look away occasionally, but back up to Jai again. Despite the no words situation a thousand emotions were shared. Love, hope, suffering, sadness, loss and exhaustion. I miss him. He misses me. I expected him to hold me, love me like I've never been loved, and talk to me like we haven't talked in a hundred years.
Then we walked back to my place, we didn't say a word, but once we got to my room the words escaped and the silence was gone.
"Gemma. I know you actually probably hate me now, but like I've said bef-"
"Shut up and kiss me." I say and he looks up to me. Confused.
"What?" He asks.
"I said kiss me." I say and he does. Then I wake up. The feeling of his lips still lingering on mine. I felt so confused and it was hard to figure out I was still in my room, due to the darkness. I stumble over to my desk and log onto Facebook, he wasn't on and I felt alone, I want him here. I want to talk to him, I just want him, but I don't too.
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Heyyy!! Sorry for the short update! Had a little bit of a writers block and sort of based this chapter on an Ed Sheeran song! :P
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By The Way I'm Not Sure (Jai Waetford Fan Fiction)
FanfictionJai broke Gemma's heart and she still wasn't sure weather she loved him or not. Gemma was still the kind, loveable and outgoing girl Jai had once known and her opinion on him was starting to improve, despite the constant touring and people threateni...
