Twisted Chaos

Aria

Aria

I look at Gabriel. He is so sexy right now. I really just want him to fuck me hard right here, right now. He pushes me back on the bed, trailing kisses from my throat down to my belly button. Licking and kissing each nipple and making his way down to my clit. He's careful not to touch it though. He's teasing me. "Please sir, please." I beg. He grins and says "Not yet princess, not yet. I'm going to make you wait for it." I exhale loudly. He's driving me crazy. He continues to kiss and lick all over me, careful not to miss anywhere until he finally gives in to my whines. Taking my clit in his mouth he sucks gently. Slowly he licks up and down, around and around, pushing me closer and closer. I buck into him, and he looks up and grins while sliding a finger inside my now dripping wet pussy. A moan escapes my lips. I'm trying to be quiet. I don't need Stephen or Anna hearing and catching us. He adds another finger and slams in and out of me, still assaulting my clit with his rapidly moving tongue. "Please can I cum?" I plead. "Not yet" He growls. Taking his other hand, he smacks my clit hard and comes up from between my legs. Still using one hand drilling into me, he brings his face to mine and kisses me aggressively. I taste my juices on his tongue, which turns me on even more. He takes his free hand and brings it to my throat, wrapping it tightly around, carefully cutting off my air supply. "Cum for me princess, cum like the dirty slut you are." As on command I cum, hard and fast, with him still slamming his fingers into me. Fuck. When I finally quit shaking from my orgasm he removes his fingers, kisses me on the forehead and lays down beside me. We lay there for a while not saying a word and fall asleep. 

I feel Gabriel shift behind me, waking me from my nap. Roll over onto my side I grab my phone from my nightstand and look at the time. Fuck it's 7 o'clock! I'm not even dressed! I jump up and say, "I have an hour to get ready before Jace gets here! Thanks for that. I'll see you later!" He stands up and looks at me confused says, "Okay? Yeah, thank you too." and heads out of the door. Fuck! What the hell did I just do! I quickly go to the bathroom, take another shower and brush my teeth. I journey into my closet to find an outfit to wear. I choose to wear a little white dress similar to the black one I wore to lunch today. This one is actually lower cut and a little bit shorter. The neckline plunges all the way down past my belly button. The hem stops about 4 inches from my ass. I decide on a diamond dangling set, complete with earrings, necklace and belly ring. I wear my hair down curly and go light on the makeup, just some eye makeup and lip gloss. I finish the outfit with some 6 ½ inch white stilettos and a splash of a new perfume from my line. I look myself over in the mirror and head out the door. When I get in the hallway, I see Stephen and Anna walking towards me. Stephen walks up to me and says, "You look beautiful, baby girl. Can we talk after your date?" I smile. Good I'm glad we're okay. "Of course, we can, babe. Do you want to come downstairs and have a drink with me now, before he gets here? And thanks, by the way." He nods and puts his hand on my lower back as we walk down the stairs. As we're approaching the bar my phone which is tucked in my bra, vibrates.

I'm so sorry. I'm going to be a few minutes late. I will explain when I get there. See you soon. - Jace

Well, that works out because I really need to get my mind together after everything that has happened today. Stephen calmly says, "Let me guess he is going to be late? Or isn't coming?" I roll my eyes and tell him he will be late. We reach the bar and Stephen immediately goes behind and fixes my drink. He knows exactly what I want and how to make it. "Dirty Bong Water, just as you like my love." he says sweetly. It's moments like now that make me so crazy about him. He really is good to me and knows me better than anyone other than Anna. I just wish he could be a little bit more dominate and give me what I need in bed. I kiss him on the cheek then sit down to take a sip of my drink. Delicious as usual. 

I can see that he wants to say something to me but is refraining. "What's on your mind, babe? I know you have something to say and if you don't say it you are going to lose your shit. So, spill." He shakes his head. "You know me so well, baby girl. What did you mean earlier by there is something I don't know about you and that you need something that I can't give you?" I know I need to tell him or it's going to build a wedge between us, and I might really lose him. I should have just kept my damn mouth shut. I take a big gulp of my drink and grab an already rolled blunt from the drawer on the bar. I quickly light it and exhale my hit as I pass it to Stephen. I think getting him stoned is going to be the only way this goes over well. I sigh and begin to explain, "Okay babe, don't judge me, please. I meant what I said. There is something that you don't know about me. I have certain tastes and desires that I'm afraid will freak you out. I'll just say it, I'm into bondage and I'm the submissive. I need a dominate in the bedroom. I get off on being treated like the slut that I am, being punished and giving over all control. I need that. I'm in control all day long in business, I just need to surrender and hand over the reins. I just like to not have to make decisions when it comes to sex. I have a playroom deep under the house. I will take you there if you want to see it later. I know this is a lot to take in. It isn't that I think you aren't capable, but I know this lifestyle isn't for everyone. Honestly, even if you were, I don't know if I could be faithful to you. As you know, I've never been committed to one person, and I don't know if that's something I'm even interested in. I really thought that I was, but things have changed today that have made me feel like I'm not capable of being with just one person forever. You see the problem doesn't lie with you; it lies with me. I'm like emotionally fucked or something. Okay, I'll stop talking now to let what I've just said sink in." 

He looks at me and laughs. Still laughing he says, "Are you serious? That's your big secret? Baby, I love you and I'm not scared of any of that. I like rough sex and honestly, I've always been interested in BDSM, but I've never been with someone that was willing to try it. I find the whole being in control thing fucking sexy and I would be more than happy to be a part of that. As far as you not being able to commit to just me, I know that. I agree I don't think you are capable of it. Not that I think you are a bad person or a whore. I just think you are too much for one person to handle. I've come to the realization today that I'm okay with that. I just want you to be happy. And I want to be a part of it if you will allow me to. You're my world, baby girl. I'd do anything to keep you and make you happy." His words are sincere and heartfelt. In this moment, the whole world shifts and a weight lifts off of my shoulders. I realize I am in love with him. I need him. I climb in his lap and sit in silence. No words are needed, he knows, and I know, we are going to be okay.