Twisted Chaos

Aria

Aria

I pull my phone out to check the message that I just received. It's Stephen.

Please be careful with him, baby girl. I don't want you to get hurt. I love you. I'm sorry I snapped at you and I will be here whenever you need me. - S

I'm hoping that Gabriel didn't read that over my shoulder. I quickly type

I promise I have this under control. I love you too and thank you. I will see you tonight. - A

I put my phone away and look at Gabriel. He is looking at me contently. It's weird to see him acting this way. He isn't looking at me like just a piece of ass. Maybe he has changed. My thoughts of Gabriel drift away when my phone vibrates again. Gabriel says he is going to run to the bathroom so I pull my phone out.

I hope you are having fun with your step-brother. I can't wait to see you tonight. I'm slammed in paperwork and you are all I can seem to think about. What have you done to me? lol - Jace

I grin, hook line and sinker. He can't quit thinking about me, which means I will have what I want. My inner goddess is jumping for joy! I need to respond before Gabriel gets back.

Eh. It's okay, our relationship has been a little rocky so I'm just trying to keep the peace. But I am glad to see that I have had such an effect on you. I haven't done anything to you yet, but I certainly plan on it. :P ;) I will see you tonight- A

I see Gabriel coming around the corner, so I put away my phone. He slides in beside me and slides his hand back a little higher on my thigh than where it was originally. I can feel the heat from his hand radiating. I shift in my seat to try to shake the tingling I feel between my legs. He must catch on because he grins and slides his hand a little higher. His finger is now resting at the seam of my black lace thong. I don't know how he affects me the way he does. I went from thinking about Jace smacking my ass and fucking me all night to thinking about fucking Gabriel right here, right now. After our food comes, we eat quickly and head back to the car. When we get there, I can't control myself anymore. I say impulsively, "What is your endgame here Gabriel?" He grabs my face gently, brings his lips to mine and kisses me passionately, softly. There's a catch in my breath when he releases me. My mind is racing and foggy all at the same time. I swear, I don't know up from down right now. He looks at me intently, "Aria, I never stopped thinking about you, my end game here is to make you mine. I don't care about the fact our parents are married. It doesn't matter. I love you and I know you love me deep down. I know I hurt you, but I promise never to do it again. That night we shared was the best night of my life. I left because I knew I couldn't have you and I wasn't okay with that. After these last couple of years, I have come to realize it's you that I want, you that I need, and I don't give a damn what anyone says about it." 

As we start to head back to my house, I don't know why but I begin to cry. I don't know whether it's tears of happiness, regret, sadness or if I'm just emotional because of the day I've had. Sobbing I say, "Gabriel, I don't know what I'm supposed to say here. You hurt me so bad when you left the last time. I do care about you. I always have and you know that. I can't promise you that this is something that I want right now. I don't know. I don't want to be just another notch in your bedpost. Granted I have my own bed post that I notch now, but it's different with you. You were the first person I ever really had feelings for, even though I knew it was wrong, I've always had them. I just don't know what to do with them. I met someone and he seems like he could be good for me. I can't just dismiss that because you came back into my life after all these years. We will just have to see how it goes." We are approaching my house just in time to not have to finish this conversation right now.