Azeron's Pov
"Azeron! YOU FAILED ME AGAIN!" Sigaw sa'kin ni Daddy habang nakapameywang na parang isang hari na bawat sabihin n'ya ay dapat pakinggan! "You disappointed me again, Son!"
"I'm sorry Dad! I just want to go outside! I just want to have fun!" I answered him without hesitation. Totoo naman, nakakabagot dito sa loob ng bahay! It's killing me inside. Hayst!
"That's why you did this? Going outside without guards? Wihout nurses? Without us?" At this moment medyo humina na ang boses n'ya! Ang malakas at malagom n'yang boses ay napalitan ng pag-aalala.
"I'm sorry! I'm Really Sorry!" Without hesitation I walked towards Dad and I hugged him tight. I know he was just worrying about my condition and this is what I hate the most. I hate seeing them worried about me. I hate seeing them afraid that I will leave them. Literally!
"You know your condition Azeron! If you continue doing this, We will lose you!" He said then hugged me too.
"I don't want to lose myself too! But I'm afraid na baka hindi na ako magkaroon pa ng pagkakataon to enjoy my life! " I said.
"Do you really want to enjoy your life? Do you want me to do something about it? Tell me Azeron! Do you really want to go outside? Then go son!" He said while looking at the window.
It's raining outside. A cold wind whispering my ears. Finally!
Did I really convinced him to let me experience the life outside?
"I will enroll you to the nearest University here. Just for you I will break the rule. Just for my son! This is bullshit but I have no choice then!" Bahagya sumulpot ang ang takot sa mga mata niya but his unbreakable bravery like he used to be cover it.
I didn't try to say anything about it. This is what I want to experience new things.
To live like others pero bakit pakiramdam ko may mali! Bakit pakiramdam ko hindi tama?
Nababakla ba ako sa isiping marami na akong makakasalamuhang tao sa labas ng mansion na ito. Hindi ko alam kung magkakaroon ako ng kaibigan.
I want to live like a normal used to be.
Gumala, mag-enjoy, manligaw, magka-girlfriend, mabasted.
Sa wakas magagawa ko na yun ngayon pero bakit parang ayuko ng mangyari yun ngayon! Bakit parang may pumipigil sa'kin! Maybe I was excited though.
"May I rest, Dad?" I asked him.
"Go and rest! Don't forget to take your medicine, Aze!"
Bahagya akong nagulat ng tawagin n'ya akong Aze! Dati sinabi n'ya sa'kin na kapag kaya ko ng mag-isa tatawagin n'ya ako sa pangalang yun!
I missed everything how we talk and have bonding. A father and son moments. Matagal na namin yung di nagagawa!
Agad akong naglakad papunta sa second floor papasok sa kwarto ko! Nakasunod sa'kin ang dalawang bodyguards at dalawang nurses. A usual scene.
Inaantok na ako pero alam kung hindi pa ako pweding pumikit at matulog! Natutulog nga ba ako? Bakit pakiramdam ko kinabukasan pagmulat ko nanggaling ako sa ibang mundo. Kung saan malaya akong nakakaligaliw.
