Azeron's Pov
I was reading a book when Noah suddenly entered my room and Zeb was behind him. I'm sure Zeb told Noah again that I don't want to take my medicine!
They really get along with forcing me to take the Medicine.
Until now the oxygen tank is still attached to me. I had trouble breathing before that's why I need my oxygen tank.
My breathing is always abnormal but when it gets worse they get very confused. Aren't they used to my situation yet? What else can they expect from someone with CHHS? Probably always having trouble breathing.
If I was used to it, they would still be praning until now.
I am weak and I know that! They no longer need to be reminded over and over again. Are they still afraid that I will die? That's also where I go.
If not today maybe tomorrow!
"I told you already Zeb! I don't need it!" Inalis ko ang oxygen host saka tuluyang tumayo. I don't want to be like this forever! If I can't live my life like a normal one! Then I only want to die, then.
"Aze! If your Dad---" Zeb said.
"What?" I asked.
"Kuya! You're acting like a kid again. Aren't you're a big one now?" Noah crossed his arms while talking to me.
I think they are the brothers because they always get along! As well as giving me medicine nagkakasundo parin sila.
Nakakairita!
I just shook my head before leaving my room! I still have difficulty breathing but I can handle it.
If I show weakness, they will always pity me and tickle me with my medications!
Kailangan ko pa ba yun? Gusto ko lang naman maranasan maging normal bago ako mawala.
Sumunod sila sa akin kaya nagmadali akong lumabas ng mansion.
It was night but the outside of the mansion was still bright due to the huge florescent lights. I still remember what Mom told me before! Light gives clarity to the mind. So maybe she was often here outside the mansion then!
I miss you Mom! I have this strange disease but why did you disappear earlier than me?
If only I hadn't left my room and tried to run away from the nurses! That man would not have stabbed you.
I killed you Mom! Because of me, So we are not with you now.
I promise you Mom! I will be a strong man. I will not die untill my heart stop beating on its own.
I walk in front of the gate while looking at mom's favorite roses lined up there! It is not far from the mansion itself so the guards do not block me! They were just watching me.
My life is hard! I Always guard closed to make sure I do not die because of this disease.
Lalaki ako at nakakabakla ang laging may sumusunod! Pero anong magagawa ko? Mahina ako at kahit hindi ko aminin alam kong lagi ko silang kailangan.
Fuck this life! Sa dami ng bibigyan ng sakit na ito bakit ako pa? Azeron Cruiez! Malas ka talaga yata.
"I'm lost! Can I stay here for tonight?"
Babalik na sana ako ng mansion ng marinig ko ang boses ng isang babae sa gate. Kausap niya si Tiago. One of the guard in the mansion.
"Pasensya na! Bawal kaming magpapasok dito ng kahit sino!" Tiago answered. Tumango naman ang babae.
