Kylie's P.O.V
I didn't want to believe it , It was not true. It can't be but , I had to make sure that it wasn't real and that my mind was just playing tricks on me.
I slowly pushed the door. I let the flowers drop and hit the floor. I gasped slightly as my eyes started to water. The blonde gasped making Justin to pull away from her , his eyes widened when he saw me.
Tears were streaming down my cheeks and all I wanted to do right now was to run away and to never look back. So , That's what I did. I started running away.
I was about to reach the elevator when a strong hand grabbed my arm "K-Kylie , It's not what it looked like" he stuttered "Oh really? Because it looked like you were cheating on me...again" I said in pain , He didn't answer and then it hit me.
"A-Are you d-drunk? " I stuttered in disbelief , his eyes were empty and that's when I knew that he really was drunk. Memories of when he came back from tour came rushing back to me. All the pain that he caused me came rushing into my head.
The elevator was here , I quickly entered it and the door closed. I heard Justin shouting out my name. I fell to my knees , pulled my knees to my chest and rested my head on it.
It's really over this time. I thought that we were so perfect , I thought that we were strong and unbreakable. But , he always managed to prove me wrong.
The second the door of the elevator opened , I ran out of it. The receptionist gave me a sad look. And only now I realised why she didn't want me to go upstairs so badly. I ran out of the hotel not really knowing my destination and I really didn't care as long as I was away from him.
I kept running as fast as my feet could carry me. I never dared to look back , I don't want to ever look back. I made to my hotel. Don't ask me how because I don't really know myself.
I ran to the receptionist and took my keys and then ran quickly to the elevator. I ran out of the elevator to my room when I made it to my floor. I opened my room quickly and then slammed the door shut behind me.
I opened the closet and got out my suitcase. I threw it on the bed and started throwing all of my things in it. I didn't take that long as I didn't really unpacked my suitcase when I got here.
I opened the door and ran quickly downstairs with my suitcase. I gave the receptionist the keys back and then ran out of the hotel. I stopped a cab and told him to take me to the airport.
Justin kept running after me begging me to stop. I guess that he ran after me all the way from his hotel to here. I never really looked back so , I wouldn't know.
I asked the driver to drive quickly to the airport. Justin slammed his hands on the window next to me while begging me to stop as tears kept streaming down his cheeks.
I wanted to hug him and wipe his tears away. But , he broke my heart and shattered it to small pieces. I don't think that I'll ever be able to forgive him.
I got to the airport in no time , I guess I was too busy crying to actually notice that we got to the airport. I thanked the driver after I paid him. I took my suitcase and headed to my jet.
I sat on the comfortable chairs in my jet that felt anything but comfortable at the second. I looked out of the window and started to ask myself why? Was I never good enough for him? Did he ever love me? Or was it all just a lie?
This past week , I kept having that dream of him ripping my heart out. I never thought that he would really rip my heart out like this. I felt like I was having a nightmare and was really ready to wake up anytime soon.
The second I got home , I slammed the door behind me and locked it. My friends kept knocking on the door asking what was wrong with me but , I just zoned out. I felt as if time was frozen and I felt numb in my place.
I was sitting on the floor with my back against the door and my head resting on my knees. The tears kept streaming down my cheeks and I couldn't manage to stop them.
Claire , Cynthia , Alex , Gavin , Aaron , Connor tried alot to get me out of my room and to tell them what happened. I couldn't even manage to open my mouth or to even think of something to tell them so , I just shut them out.
It has been two days and I didn't sleep , I couldn't. I was terrified to close my eyes because there seemed to be a constant film of Justin and I behind my eye lids. It showed the best and worse aspects to our relationship.
The picture of him pushed against that blondie will forever haunt me. I will never be able to get that memory out of my mind. I will always be broken and hurt and I don't think that anything will be able to ever change that.
Justin's P.O.V
I really screwed up big time. I can't believe that I completely lost it. I hurt her not just once or twice but multiple times. She was so perfect to be hurt by me again but , I hurt her anyways.
I know that I was drunk and that blonde kept throwing herself at me. I was just so weak and gave up to her. I promised myself before that I would never go back to drinking because it doesn't only hurt me but , also other people who I care for so much.
I actually lost her for good this time. But , That didn't mean that I was going to give up on her that easily. I was going to get better and stop drinking and I decided that maybe I should go to rehab to get help.
It was a really hard decision for me to go to rehab but , I needed help and I definitely needed to get better if I ever want to win her back.
I've been really addicted to alcohol and I also smoke. It made me make the worst decisions of my whole life. I needed to get better not only for Kylie but also for the people that I care about.
I went back home. I didn't even try to go to Kylie and try to explain anything because I knew that she needed some time to calm down first. And also I needed to get better before I try to win her back. I was gonna do my best to get better and there was no way that I was gonna give up on her.
I couldn't stop crying , I can't believe that I've hurt her once again. How can someone hurt someone that they love so many times? I hope that I get better soon so, I could get her back soon.
I don't know how I'm gonna do it , living without her that is. But , I can't be selfish and I need to give her some time...
I know very short but , That's only because this story is coming to an end.
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