It's like an adrenaline rush of feelings whenever I'm on stage. Those different emotions that I experience, the one that some might feel uncomfortable with, yet I find myself loving. For me the reason why it was amazing, was due to the fact that it made me feel important and wanted when standing under the spotlight.
"I'm afraid to say that our night has come to an end" I said through the mic, breathing heavily after such a long concert, making the fans start to scream.
"Goodnight, everybody!"
And that was the last thing I said before running backstage to be greeted by the rest of my crew and my manager Jessica.
"Great job out there, ky" Jessica said while patting my back.
"Thanks, Jess"
Me and the rest of the crew ran quickly, taking our stuff to the tour bus and preparing for another tiring yet amazing concert for the next few weeks.
Most know me as Kylie Heart Deron, a "famous" singer slash actress. Singing has always been the one thing I could escape everything and anything through. It was just like this whole other world I could easily create with a pencil, my journal and my guitar. It has always been my go to whenever I was feeling ecstatic or down about something even back as a kid.
Writing music was like getting to write down the story of my life and actually having people want to hear about it. What not many know about me though was that I loved race cars, which explained the collection of race cars that I proudly owned. You could almost say that I had two completely separate lives, the one where I'm a celebrity and the other where I drag race away from the prying eyes of the media and my manager. Only two people know about that, my two best friends, Emma and Adam.
They tried countless times before to talk me out of it but I didn't really give their concerns much thought. I also love fashion that's one of the many things I have in common with Emma, before I became famous we'd always go shopping together every Thursday and have slumber parties on Fridays and we'd have friends time on Saturday including Adam.
I actually felt sorry for him, since me and Emma would always be together having fun while he's with his family or friends that he barely could enjoy his time with. But, I always knew how to make it up to him.
Finally reaching the tour bus I've been staying on for quite a long time now, I made my way to my room and immediately fell face first on my small bed.
Welcome to my world, I guess...
Justin's P.O.V
Being in the spotlight and being famous sure had its perks. But, it can also sometimes be a pain in the ass. I mean I love my fans more than you could imagine. But, I just sometimes want to feel like a normal kid who can live his life normally without having everyone watching his every single move.
I love my career, I honestly do and I really love my fans. But, I just want to have some rest sometimes and for people not to act as if I'm any different from them. And the paparazzi are like the most damn annoying thing that came along with my career.
I mean don't they have a freaking life?
Apparently, they don't.
I was currently sitting in my dressing room looking at my stressed reflection in the mirror infront of me. My life can sure be so great but it can also be stressful as hell.
"Come on, Justin. It's show time" I heard one of my back up dancers say.
"Coming" I yelled as I stood up and made my way out of the dressing room heading to the stage.
My crew smiled at me as I made my way towards the stage. I smiled back giving them a small nod. I took a deep breath before I walked on stage. And the second I did, loud screams erupted throughout the whole arena.
"How ya doing guys?" I asked through the mic receiving even much more louder screams.
"Glad to hear that" I said chuckling through the mic.
"So, for you ladies out there. This song is for you" I said through the mic and the music started playing.
"Can I be your boyfriend?" I asked making them scream even more wildly.
I grinned as I started singing 'boyfriend'. Whenever I'm on stage , I feel like I'm in my safe place. My safe haven. I was singing my heart out while dancing on stage as my fans started screaming at the top of their lungs.
I really love them. I mean where would I be if they weren't here by my side?
I ran backstage breathing heavily as the concert was over. The crew patted my back and congratulated me on yet another successful concert. They all started collecting their stuff as I ran towards my tour bus. We had more than one tour bus to actually take the whole crew.
My crew was like my family. We loved each others so much. I plopped on the couch with a bottle of cold water in my hand. I took a huge gulp of water as I was trying to steady my breathing.
Welcome to my world...
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I know it's super short but I promise the next chapters are much longer.
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