First Forever (GirlxGirl)

Say It With Ya Chest

Anna's POV

I go upstairs and get ready for my lunch date with Emily. I take a shower then do minimal makeup. I go to the closet and pick out an orange and grey crop sweater with one long and one short sleeve, blue baggy high wasted jeans and pair it with my orange and black Air Jordan 1. I accessorize with my rings, chains and a pair of stud earrings.

I walked downstairs and out by the pool to tell the girls I'm leaving.

"Owa Owa, Anna you looking good!" said Katie as I approached them.

"Yes Anna, you looking hella good right now." Sab added.

Eva is sitting there just looking at me, not saying anything.

"Go have fun with Emily, we'd be here to get the details when you get back." Katie said.

"Don't break anything and Esther is there if y'all need anything." I said sternly.

"Okay idiot." Katie replied. She then turned to Eva and said "You wish that was you huh?" and burst out laughing. Sab held her mouth trying to restrain her laughter. I immediately turned around because I wanted to laugh so hard. I speed walked straight out front giggling my ass off, I hope Eva didn't see.

I decided to use my Father's car cause mine was dirty. I put on my favorite playlist and sing at the top of my lungs, I get to the restaurant and I see Emily. She looked gorgeous in a playful skirt and an oversized shirt. She was already seated.

"Hey hun, how are you.? she asked while getting up to hug me. We hug and get settled in my chair.

"You look wonderful Anna." she exclaimed.

"Thank you and so do you." I returned the compliment.

The waiter came and we both order. I ordered Lettuce Wraps for my appetizer and she had Stuffed Roasted Jalapeños.

We talked while waiting, getting to know each other a bit. It was a good vibe but  something was off, I kept thinking about Eva.

We made jokes and honestly she was so cute and funny but I didn't seem to be attracted to her. Our appetizers came and we ate, the waiter came back and took our main orders. I had Korean BBQ Short Ribs and she got Braised Cuban Oxtail. We both had iced tea as well.

I learnt she played volleyball and tennis. She had two younger brothers and they lived with their mom. Her father died when she was 14. I listened and was intrigued by her life story. I spoke a little about myself as well but she knew some things about me from what I would post on Tiktok, which I didn't enjoy.

Our lunch came and we ate and talked and laughed. When we finished I paid and we were walking back to my car. A group of girls stopped me because they recognized me and they asked for a picture. I obliged, they said their thank you's and went their way.

"That must be so fun and exciting!" Emily exclaimed.

"Uhhh not really. I don't mind but at the same time not everyday I'd be up to smiling for pictures." I explained to her.

"What? I don't get it. I can't wait to be famous like you." she said.

That's when it hit me. She's only doing this to gain clout from my brand. She wants to be seen with me and automatically she would gain followers eventually making her famous. I drop her home, made sure she was inside and left. Never again.

Eva's POV

It's been two and a half hours since Anna left. Time flies when you're having fun I guess. Katie, Sab and I decide to watch a movie so we ask Esther and she leads us to the movie room. Just when I thought it couldn't get any more luxurious of course they have an indoor theater. We get snacks and drinks from the pantry, got blankets and prepared to watch the movie. I sat two rows behind Katie and Sab because I liked to watch from a distance.

Half an hour into the movie I feel someone tugging at my blanket, I look up and it's Anna. I scoot around for her to fit she gets in and makes herself comfortable.

"How are you?" she whispered.

"I'm good Boon. How was your date?" I asked.

"I'll tell you after." she replied.

The movie was finished and Anna had fallen asleep. By that time the lights came back on and Katie and Sab saw her lying next to me.

"When did that idiot come back?" Katie asked.

That woke Anna up. She gave Katie a half sleepy smile.

"I don't know about you three but I'm going in the jacuzzi." Anna said. She got up and ran to her bedroom. The rest up of got up and ran to our respective rooms to change.

I get back down to the pool area and Anna's already in the jacuzzi so I go in and sit next to her. Katie and Sab come seconds later.

"Anna, how was the date?" Sab asked.

"It was good, she's a nice girl. I got to know a lot about her." Anna responded.

I made a move to get up and I felt Anna's hand on my thigh pushing me back down. "No." she said.

I slap her hand away and got up, I didn't want to hear. I got out, grabbed a towel and walked through the doors by the kitchen and then I heard "Eva! Stop it!" I look around and Anna had the most serious face I've ever seen on her.

She walked up to me and calmly asked "Why do you keep doing that?".

"You know why Anna!" I said in a loud whisper.

"No I don't that's why I'm asking." she replied still very calmly. She takes a seat on one of the kitchen stools and guides me to stand infront of her, between her legs and her hands clasped behind my back.

"I'm listening, I've always been." she continued, still very calm.

I inhale and I let it all out but not as quiet as I wanted to.

"You're a fucking asshole Anna. You flirt with me, you pay attention to me, you make me think about you, you touch me KNOWING you send shivers through my body, you listen to me, you fucking care!! You even fuck me and just leave no cuddles nothing! Then the next day go out with a fucking girl like nothing, you're an asshole!!!" at this point I'm screaming with tears flowing.

The room gets silent for almost 5 minutes so I try to move but she doesn't let me.
"What more to you want from me Anna?" I said in a defeated tone.

"A mistake. You kissed me and said it was a FUCKING mistake!" she let go of me and stood up. I stepped back giving her room to express herself.

"How the FUCK was I supposed to react? I've always had feelings for you Eva but I didn't know you felt the same. This year I decided to build up the courage to tell you but I HAD to flirt to figure out if you felt the same!!" she continued shouting. At this point she's pacing back and forth massaging her temples.

"I love the three of y'all with all my FUCKING heart Eva, with my fucking ALL! But you, Eva, you can get my last breath if you wanted it. I'd do ANYTHING for you, you understand that? Even after you told me it was a mistake I asked you several times are you good? You kept saying yes, yes FUCKING yes. Emily came and I said fuck it! Yes, you and I had sex and I LOVED it but I thought it was another 'mistake' and before you could utter the words I left. That's why I left." she yelled. I've never seen her so angry.