First Forever (GirlxGirl)

Who She Is Pt. 2

Eva's POV only

I left school and wasn't myself but I felt like not bothering Anna with that trouble, I went straight home. Time passed and Anna hadn't called to find out why I wasn't there so I just went to sleep.

I woke up early Saturday morning, took a shower, threw on a comfy fit and walked downstairs to eat breakfast. As I got down I saw Jessica in the kitchen making pancakes.

"Uhmm Morning." I said. She turned around and was shocked.

"Oh hey, morning. I didn't know you were here." she said and continued making breakfast. I missed her so much and because of my insecurity and poor judgment our relationship became rocky. I wanted to apologize but I didn't know where to begin and the last thing I wanted was for her to spazz out on me or vice versa.

"Do you want pancakes?" she asked.

"Yes thank you." I answered. She finished up and made plates for us both and we sat to eat in silence.

"Tastes amazing." I said and laughed nervously.

"Eva you've had my pancakes a million times, don't bullshit me. I know my shit tastes good." she said light heartedly. I laughed and continued to eat.

"You know what fuck it! Jess from the bottom of my heart I'm so sorry for accusing you of sending Anna nudes and for blowing up on your the other morning. Both incidents were really uncalled for and I'm really sorry." I said in one breath. She sat back and looked at me.

"I've forgiven you since after the first apology Eva. It's my turn to apologize for telling you all those hurtful things. I hope you didn't take me too seriously because everything I said was out of anger and spite, I didn't mean a single word." she admitted.

"Uhmm I kinda sorta broke up with Anna that same day." I said quietly.

"So then you weren't sleeping by her whole week?" she asked.

"Yeah I was. Watching movies, doing homework and getting that sloppy toppy." I said and snickered.

"I really didn't need to know that last part. So you break up with her and make her your sneaky link? Is she okay with that?" She asked.

"Yeah, so far but there's this gorgeous ass new girl and Anna seems to be fond of her." I told her.

"Well don't let that gorgeous ass girl sweep her from under your feet. But at the same time you have to be sure you want to be with her." she said.

"I mean I've always been insecure but this time around with Anna, she's just so perfect sometimes I feel like I don't deserve it. You know when everyone left my birthday party she helped me upstairs, took off my heels and massaged my feet then took off my makeup and lashes when her knee was fucked up. Every time we have sex she runs a bath for me after and physically carries me in it and it's always the temperature I want it. I recently told her how I felt less than myself when in public with her and the next morning she had words of affirmations for me on her bathroom mirror." I admitted. She just sat there in awe of what I just said.

"Eva that girl is obsessed with you. That's a lot of extra care and attentiveness for someone who has never been in a relationship. It usually takes people a relationship or two to figure out how to act but it's like she's studied you like a book. That's plenty of time and effort to give to someone." she said.

"Yeah, I just need to work on myself to be the best version of myself for us to have a healthy relationship." I said.

"Oooo you need a night out. A friend invited me to a party and you're coming." she said. The way she said it, there was no room for debate so I just agreed. My phone buzzed right after and it was the group chat. The girls were planning to go by Anna but I wasn't in the mood to be around her while other people were around so I declined.

Throughout the day Jessica and I just watched movies and hung out until it was time to go to the party. She said the party was far away so we had to leave home about 8pm so at 6:30pm I went to my room to get ready. I picked out a black bodycon mini dress with a split up the leg, a pair of white Puma Cali's, gold hoop earrings, my gold chain and one gold ring. I showered, did my make up, flat ironed my hair and then dressed.

"Jessica, I'm ready!" I shouted from my room.

"Girl I'm downstairs!" she shouted in return so I turned my light off and went downstairs.

"You know Anna's not going to be there right?" she explained. I laughed.

"She'd definitely blow a fuse if she knew I was wearing this to go out. God forbid someone admires my body." I said and rolled my eyes.

"Ooo that's not a good trait but enough about her, tonight we're going to enjoy ourselves!" she exclaimed. We got to the car, put in the location and left. It really took about an hour to get to the house and it somewhere in the hills, close to where Anna rented that AirBNB that one time. The house was beautiful and as we got closer it got bigger. We had to park lower down the street and walk up to the party.

"Is this your way of telling me I need to workout?" I asked her and she chuckled. We finally got to the house and there were a lot of people already and we had to squeeze through the crowd as we looked for the bar. The music was loud, people dance, smiled, hugged and kissed as the atmosphere was filled with serotonin and it consumed me. I was eager to find the bar and after maneuvering our way through the thick, jovial crowd, we found the bar. Jessica mixed our drinks and we stood side by side just enjoying the vibe of the party until I saw Lauren walking through the crowd.

She was definitely approaching the bar and I knew I saw her before she saw me. So I slinked my body directly behind my sister's and stayed still.

"Incoming! Gorgeous ass girl in white cropped tank and khakis." I whispered. She watched as Lauren got closer and closer until she was right next to her. Lauren made two drinks, looked at Jessica, winked and left.

As she was far enough to not notice me in the dark I stepped out from behind Jessica.

"I would fuck her for sure or let her fuck me." Jessica said. I punched her arm lightly.

"Girl, behave. Who's party is this anyway because there's no reason she should be here." I asked.

"Some twin boys, I don't know their names." she said. Fuck!

Please don't tell me the same party I refused to go to was the same party I ended up in.