Unknown Sensations

Chapter thirty one

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Harley

Trailing down my hands , feeling the texture and softness of this exquisite design, the baby blue butterflies on the white onesie . I found myself imagining dressing her up in this cute outfit , of course with matching blue socks . 0-3 months , that's for new newborn babies .

I imagined how she'd look like in this outfit , I put the onesie inside the shopping carrier and moved along , I continued walking down the down the baby aisle , I stopped by the cute stuffed animals . A green unicorn with blue eyes and pink horn caught my eye and I took it . Again ,I pictured her sleeping peacefully next to the stuffed animal , " This is so cute," a pregnant Rosa cooed . " You'd make an excellent mother," she chuckled , looking at me with cautious eyes . I averted my eyes from her , I knew she was looking for confirmation and me shifting away , confirmed everything . I had planned to hide it for as long as I can because termination wasn't the solution , it wasn't even on my mind .

" You're thinking too much about this situation , maybe if you talk to him , he'll understand." She tried reasoning for him . I almost scoffed but I remembered this wasn't her fault , she wasn't careless like me . She was happily married and was expecting a baby girl with her supportive husband, who was elated for the arrival of his baby girl . While I still had to figure out what is it that I wanted but the questions were hanging above my head . Was I ready to become a mother ? Would I be able to raise this child alone as a single parent ? And how long would I hide him or her from Spencer ? "He deserves to know , it's his child too sweetie." again Rosa said in her so ever soothing voice . I let out a long sigh , " I just ..." I struggled to complete my sentence and she gave me a small smile . "Come , let's go pay for these things and get out of here , huh what do you say ? Let's go get some lunch." With a nod , I started walking over to the que , Rosa saw a jellybabies and decided to get them for us .

I paid for the cute onesie and stuffed unicorn while she paid for actual clothing . Leaving the store she admitted that she wanted pie , so we changed routes and drove to Sydney's kitchen . It's a small takeout restaurant , there were about six sets of tables , each table had four chairs . It's quite clean and his food is good , real good plus he's sweet . We sat down at one of the tables and waited for the waiters to come assist us . "What will you have?" Rosa asked me . I skimmed through the menu until my eyes landed on a familiar meal , I remembered how it tasted like in my mouth . Mouth watering , "Harley !" Rosa whisper yelled at me . Right , I was drooling before I could answer , Syd hovered next to us . " The beautiful mommy and the gorgeous doctor," he greeted us in his fruitful voice .

Syd was tall , about 5'8 feet , he had his black hair tied into a low bun . Syd had smiling black eyes , he was lightskinned and he had a nice fit body . He wore his grey t-shirt uniform written 'Sydney's Kitchen' in colourful fonts and black jeans and work boots . He was a nice guy with a great personality too . " Hello , Syd ," Rosa and I both greeted . "Looking good mommy ,so what can I get you two ladies ?" He asked in a friendly smile . "Three ladies ," Rosa corrected . Syd's eyes widened and his smile grew . "It's a girl ? Oh wow congratulations," he congratulated . "I'll have your marshroom and caramel pie with apple and mango juice , please ." He wrote down her order and turned to face me , "What will you be having doctor?" He asked raising his eyebrows , idiot . " I'll have your garlic bread and potato soup and of course your very own coffee that isn't part of your menu ," I ordered flashing him my biggest smile . I saw Rosa glaring at me before looking away . Syd took down my order and cleared his throat , "All right , I'll be back with your orders ," he said walking away .

Rosa leaned forward and scolded at me , " Coffee is not good for the baby !" I hated this pregnancy already, if I had to give up my coffee. " Just one last cup ," I pleaded . " It's so nice , not being the only one pregnant in this gang . She was visiting me at the hospital , when I found out I was pregnant last week. I was on duty but I wasn't feeling well so I slept throughout my shift but I fainted in my sleep . That day , she had brought me chicken mayo sandwich and I couldn't stomach it so I vomited , when I came out out of the bathroom she immediately pulled me by my arm and sat me down on the bed , suggesting that I perform a pregnancy test on myself . Of course I argued , but determined to prove her wrong , I was proven wrong when the test came back positive . Here I was , thirteen weeks pregnant .