Unknown Sensations

Chapter thirty six

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Harley

Introduction :

Perfidy , deceit , vex , discombobulated .

All these emotions reign inside me . They govern my body's every function .

How possible is that , all these emotions are directed to one person ? Every single one of them , huh ?

A hundred percent .

I'm timorous that I'll lose myself and I doubt I'll be lucid or perspicuous enough to reason with .

Hypothesis :

Time heals all wounds .

I have alienated myself from anything and everything . I figured being by myself would do me good , you know ? Try to analyze every possible angles of this situation . I've sent Justin and Karishma to my parents' . I wasn't surprised when they quickly agreed , they have a wonderful growing bond with my parents .

After that awful discovery at the home affairs , I made a quick excuse as to why I looked so dumbfounded upon hearing my personal details had been changed . I quickly apologized and immediately identified myself as Mrs Harley Thompson .

It left an acidic taste on my tongue to be pronounced as that .

Stacey was sceptical but because , 'my husband' is well-known and they have a great 'friendship' , I could continue with the adoption process in peace because he requested I be given anything I asked for , without a hassle .

Rushing back to Matilda , I quickly apologized for the delay and returned back to the important issue . I couldn't possibly give him the satisfaction , those are my children . All three of them . So I'll be damned if I let him take that away from me .

It was official - they were mine and I could take them home .

Nothing is ever gonna beat the feeling I got when I broke the news to them that they were coming home to live with me forever . Oh the hazel eyes that glowed with unshed tears and joy in them . Her small hands when she engulfed me in a tight hug around my knees .

" So does that make you my mommy now , Lele ?" Her sweet wobbly voice filled my ears once more . Mommy ? Another new reality I have to get used to . The idea of having to mother three people . Two out of three , a guaranteed possibility of them calling me , mom . Justin ? I'm not too sure .

All he did was stare at me , waiting for me to tell them I was joking . But I wasn't joking , I did it . I did what his former foster parents couldn't do . I showed him that I wanted him , I want him and I was willing to make it permanent .

" You'll never have to worry about someone not wanting you ever again . I am your family now ," I reassured him . I saw the his mouth curving into a small smile , he gave a small nod and turned to pack his suitcase .

He'll be having his room with a closet full of clothes .

" Does that mean , Penny will be my father too ?" Karishma asked , seeing the look of pure adoration and love in her eyes , I swallowed the big lump in my throat . I could feel Justin's eyes on me .