Unknown Sensations

Chapter thirty eight

A/N : Here's an update , men are the pits !

Read with an open mind hle. So writing this was a struggle , took me two/three weeks but here it is !
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Harley

Convincing Anne to leave the house proved to be difficult than I anticipated . She was hellbent on staying home , under bed covers . She was not eating , she hasn't had anything solid down her stomach in three days , saying she didn't have an appetite . Forgetting that she wasn't all alone , she had Blip to think about , her growing foetus to think about .

I had to scare her with the worse possible scenarios about the dangers she could do to Blip due to lack of nutrition . End result was that she forced two slices of toasted bread and juice alongside fruit yoghurt down her throat , giving me a sinister glare .

With hormones over the raider , I bust into tears when I thought about the possible chance that she wouldn't have been alive , had whoever the stalker was , had succeeded in one of her many attacks . Of course she reassured me that she is okay and tried to convince me with a smile - a small smile that didn't reach her eyes but still I accepted it because it took almost half her strength to give me that small smile .

We took a shower together , I suppressed so many sobs as I trailer the sponge laced with raspberry & mint body wash conditioner . I traced her back and saw all her bones showing . She has been through so much , all alone . I silently sobbed as I washed her back , thankful that she was here with me ,knowing it's not easy for her to continue . If I had not given in to Spencer , she wouldn't have met , Mavlin . She wouldn't have had her entire life almost ruined by a spiteful ex . This yet again , is my fault .

Such a fucken good friend I am .

After our shower , I tried not to hover around her and overwhelm her with my presence . I gave her space to get dressed all on her own . I was just finishing my final touches on my outfit today when a small knock sounded outside my door before she walked in .

She walked in wearing clothes that made it seem like she had not lost wait at all . I figured she wore vests underneath to make her shoulders look firm and her chest to appear as full as it was . She wore a white neck jersey and a black jacket . She had extra tights underneath her grey sweatpants , her thighs looked like she had all that weight down right . She took extra measures to cover the dark circles under her eyes with makeup and a little blush . That's it makeup hid so many broken from the rest of the world . She had her hair neatly combed to the back , in overall . She looked like Anne , meanwhile I knew what she looked like underneath all the clothes she had on .

She cleared her throat , after the awful awkward silence . She asked whether she looked good . I hated the lack of confidence she had at the moment because this person standing before my eyes is not my best friend . Anne does not have self-confidence issues and she definitely didn't need anyone's approval . "You look breathtaking," I said , of course it fell on deaf ears because she scoffed and shifted the attention to me .

I had on a white long sleeve vest and a coral cardigan with a mom jean and black boots . I had my hair curled up , it grew two inches long . My new weight wouldn't go unnoticed , even if I try to hide it .