Unknown Sensations

Chapter forty nine

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Harley

It is said that during your last moments , you die but your subconscious still lives and everything remans timid . Almost like a movie playing only in slow motion where you are able to see everything happen in slow motion . All of this happens when the last fluid in your brain drains .And you're just awaiting for the end .

The room is thick with fear . We're all preys at this point , seeing that Bentley wouldn't be of any help . Anne is murmuring what a way to die hey ? How did we end up with such crazy people ? How , we could have had any guys but no it had to be Sandtons' womanizers . Fuck my life .

In order circumstances I would have laughed with her but this situation is very sensitive and dangerous to say at least . Once again this is my fucking fault . Had I not gotten involved with Spencer , Anne wouldn't have met Mavlin Xavier and we wouldn't have been introduced to this crazy circle of friends . But no I had to do this . I had to be bloody naive and now our lives are in danger . Praying to the universe that one of the men gets here fast and try to calm this Colombian the fuck down .

Ginevra . My newborn baby . Rosa whispers terrified. My poor babies . See I've managed to fuck over their lives too by rendering them a toxic environment and shitty home .

All three of us stand in the corner like naughty children as we watch this painful scene unfold . Jayda is no doubt terrified right now but is however doing absolutely everything in her power to hide it .

" Jayda ." her name rolled out his tongue like a prayer . Like it's the way it's supposed to sound . Jayda shut her eyes for a few seconds before opening them again with fresh tears .

"Why did you leave that note next to the dresser? " his voice low and tremulous.

" You left your ring too ." he added.

He obviously isn't taking this well . He digs into his pocket and retrieves Jayda's diamond cut engagement ring. He palms it before reaching it out for Jayda to take it . At this point he looks helpless and defeated .

Either he's being in denial or blocking this out .

Jayda's jaw is tense . I have a feeling she's biting her tongue , trying not to cry . She shakes her head . I think that sets the black eyed Colombian off because the hand that's resting on his revolver shakes as his index finger moves to the trigger .

All three of us whimper as the sight .

" But it's yours. Have I done anything wrong ? Tell me so I can fix it ."

" I can't sleep without you next to me . " at this Jayda's sob breaks free but she quickly palms her mouth .

" Don't cry , hush love." he tries to step closer but Jayda moves back . Something in his eyes shifts as she gets away from him .

" Let me come to you !" he argues. He takes two more steps forward but she still takes two steps back .

Damnit . At this point she's leading him to us.

" Tell me how to fix it." he begs .

Jayda's eyes continue to water like a floodgate . " You can't fix it ! You need to let me go and find yourself a good wife who'll give you children!" she finally speaks , crying out her words .

He shakes his head . " You're my wife . I want you . I don't want children if you won't be their mother ."

This is a conversation they should be having in private.

" I won't be selfish Zay . You want children and I can't give you that ."

" Stop pissing me off , Jayda!" his body vibrates in anger .

In the perfect time , the hallway echoes in heavy footsteps . Too heavy to be for one person . Three bodies practically run into the crime scene with wild eyes . Zack's eyes are wild as he locks eyes with his wife . He ignores the danger called Zay and sprints to his wife . He immediately shields her body and she cries into him . He says comforting words to her . Next is Mavlin . Mav looks horrified but he also launches himself at my best friend . He kisses her forehead and buries his face on her neck as he tries to calm her down .

I'm left standing in my position . Too terrified to move but also too curious to see Spencer's reaction . What will he do? Will he shield me and Peanut from the danger? Or will he just stand there ?

Both our eyes locked . I see his black eyes shift several times so fast , I can't make out what emotion lies behind them . His body is stiff but I can feel his heat radiating from him . His jaw is thick and appears to want to snap at any movement . His fists ball and unball on his sides. Do something . My eyes cry for him .

Wanting to see if I can trust him to protect me and my baby . Already decided that if we get out of this situation without him by myself , I'm having this marriage terminated. I'm done with everything. I'm done with him. I'm done with his friends . I'm done with trying to make this joke of a relationship work. I'm done with trying to make him accept my baby . I'm most certainly done with this city . I'm done . If he steps up , I'll make the first move and work hard into making this marriage work . But that's all up to him.

As if he sees my mind working through my eyes , I see panic behind his black eyes and he surprises me . Making my heart clench so much and swell with overwhelming emotions , he wraps his arms around me . Holding me tight and I lose every ounce of restrain I had and cry . He holds me as he rocks me . " I'm here Angel , I'm right here ." he says the magic words .

I guess we're working on our marriage after all .