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JJ and Emily's daughter skips school part 3

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I had ran home from the BAU. It was a long run, but I needed time to think. I couldn't do this anymore...I made everybody miserable. I wouldn't be surprised if my parents wished they never did the IVF 16 years ago.

I had asked when I was around 10 if I was adopted and my moms had sat me down and explained as best as they could that they had used taken Emily's eggs and had used JJ's cousin as a sperm donor and that JJ had become pregnant with me, they told me they wanted me to be blood related to both of them, they also told me that once I was born JJ's cousin signed over his rights.

As soon as I got to the house I quickly unlocked the door and ran inside to my en suite bathroom. All this drama because I had skipped school and taken a little weed. Why did they even care anyway? They hadn't even noticed I'd lost weight or been self harming. I was in a bad place, my moms had told me about JJ's sister and how she killed herself when JJ was young. When I was younger I couldn't imagine how anyone could do it...but now that's all I could think about...that's all I've been thinking about for months...I was spiralling and nobody noticed...and if they did notice...they didn't care enough to do anything about it...

I knew how Rosaline killed herself...I wasn't going to do it that way...but I was going to do it...I had to...they would be happier without me...

I rooted round in the medicine cabinet and took out a bunch of pills, tipping the contents of the bottles on the floor next to the bath, I rummaged around and found a razor blade, I pulled that out too. I ran downstairs to the kitchen and grabbed a glass, I quickly made my way back to the bathroom making sure to lock the door behind me.

I turned on the sink and quickly filled the glass with water, before turning the tap off. I sat down and looked at the pills surrounding me. I took a big sigh before picking up the first pill, putting it in my mouth and chugging the water. I did this a few more times, I felt okay.

I looked at the razor blade next to me and put it to my wrist, I pressed down and quickly slid the blade along my wrist, I watched as blood oozed from my wrist and quickly did the same to the other wrist.

I put the blade back down and took more and more pills. I started to feel dizzy... I got my phone out and dialled Emily's number, they at least had the right to know why I had to do it...they had to know it wasn't their fault.

The call went voice mail, I sighed and tried JJ's, the same happened again...I decided to try Penelope...

Emily's POV

JJ had finally managed to calm down, we were now sitting in the conference room with everyone going over the last case, Penelope was in her office, doing whatever it was that Penelope does. I kept my eye on JJ, I knew how hurt she was because of what y/n said. We both knew she loved us, but it still hurt to hear your child say she hated you. We knew she had gone home, I got Penelope to track her phone, she needed time to calm down we all did.

Penelope's POV

I was typing away on my computer when my cell phone started to ring, I looked down at it to see y/n phoning. I quickly answered.

Phone call in bold

Penelope: Do you know how badly you've upset your mothers young lady?

You: Pe - Penelope...?

Penelope: Y/n? What's wrong? Are you okay?

You: I'm really sorry...c - can y- y -you tell them I'm sorry...

Penelope: Honey you don't sound too good, stay on the line for me okay?

JJ's POV

I wanted this briefing over with fast, I needed to get home, we needed to sort this out. She was our little girl and if needed we would figure out how to spend more time with her, maybe alternate who goes on cases and take turns so one of us is always with her, if that's what it takes we would do it.

The door burst open and Garcia was standing in the door way tears streaming down her face. Hotch was the one to ask. "Garcia, are you okay? What's happened?" Garcia opened her mouth but no words came out, instead Garcia walked over to the table, put her phone in the middle and put it on loud speaker.

We listened but could only hear heavy laboured breathing.

Phone call

You: Penelope...you still there?

JJ: Y/n are you okay?

You: Mom, Mama?

Emily: Yeah honey, we're here, are you okay?

You: You guys didn't answer your phone...

JJ: We left them in my office, what's wrong honey, you don't sound good

You: I'm really sorry moms, I had to do it.

Emily: Had to do what baby?

You: I just needed the pain to stop...and this is the only way I could think of....please don't hate me...this isn't your fault...don't blame yourselves...I love you

Emily & JJ: Y/n? y/n?! Y/N?!

Phone call ended.

JJ's POV

Everyone jumped up and ran out the building quickly climbing into the SUV's. Red and blue lights flashing, tires screeched as we pulled up to the house. I jumped out the car and ran to the house, Emily hot on my heels. I made my way to y/n's en suite.

The door was locked and I couldn't get it to budge, Emily grabbed my wrist and pulled me out of the way as Morgan started kicking the door down. As soon as the door was down, I quickly rushed inside. The scream that came from my throat was unreal, I fell to the ground with Emily holding me. My baby was bleeding profusely with pills surrounding her.

She couldn't die...we couldn't be losing our baby. We had called an ambulance from the car and they came rushing in and started working on y/n.

"We need to get her to the hospital, now!" They quickly loaded y/n onto a gurney and took her from the house, keeping pressure on the wounds and taking a pill bottle of the pills she took.

I rode in the ambulance with y/n while the others met us at the hospital...she had to be okay...I couldn't lose her...I lost Rosaline...but I couldn't lose my little girl too...