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staying or going

This was probably one of the hardest decisions I would ever have to make...but seriously how was I supposed to choose which parent to live with...Emily had been offered a job in London, so I had a choice, go and live in London with Emily...or stay with JJ...

I loved both of my moms and really didn't want to choose between them...I mean how could I...if I chose one I lost the other...why they couldnt just work things out I didn't know....I just wanted to stay as a family!

I walked into the living room to see Emily packing, I sighed, Emily smiled when she saw me. "Hey sweetie, you okay?"

I sighed again. "Do you have to go?"

Emily stopped packing and stood in front of me, pulling me into a hug. "You don't have to come with me honey, you can stay here with your mom if you want."

I wrapped my arms around Emily's waist and squeezed. "But if I stay here, I lose you and if I go with you I lose mom..."

Emily pulled back to look at me. "Hey, listen to me okay? No matter who you decide to stay with, you wont lose either of us, if you stay here, you can come visit me in the holidays and I'll come here, the same with if you come with me and anyway we can always video call."

I silently started crying. "Why can't you and mom just stay together? Don't you two love each other anymore?"

I didn't even realise JJ had walked in the room until I heard her behind me. "It's not that simple baby."

I turned to face JJ. "Really? cause it seems that simple to me."

JJ took my hand in hers and led me to the couch, sitting on one side of me while Emily sat on the other and took my other hand in hers.

JJ wiped a tear from her eye. "Me and mama still love each other...but we just need different things right now."

I tilted my head. "I don't understand..."

Emily started stroking my hair, I turned to see that she was crying too. "I can't work at the BAU anymore honey, it's just too much...and it was putting too much strain on our relationship...London's a fresh start for me...for us...I'll never stop loving your mom, but I can't stay here anymore..."

I looked up at Emily. "Mama....you won't hate me if I stay here right?"

Emily pulled me into her arms. "Of course not...I could never hate you."

"I just don't want you to think that I love mom more than you."

I felt Emily laugh. "Of course I don't, and hey that means you get to come and stay with me in the holiday's or on weekend's if mom's away on a case, and I can come and see the both of you."

"I love you mama."

I felt JJ join the hug too. "I love you too sweetie, both of you...always."

Emily's POV

After Y/n had gone to bed I was sitting in bed surrounded by all the boxes. I smiled as JJ walked into the room. "Hey Em, you okay?" I sighed and shook my head. JJ came over and sat next to me on the bed, putting her arm around me and pulling me into her side.

"What's wrong?" I looked at JJ sighing again. "Jayje, I can't go...I want to stay..." JJ looked confused. "But what about the job in London?" I shook my head again. "I'm not taking it, I belong with you and Y/n. I love you JJ I can't go...I can't leave the BAU either, everyone there is my family, I'll just see about staying and helping Pen in her office and only doing occasionally cases. That way I'll be here with Y/n too."

JJ smiled and pulled me into a kiss. I moaned against her lips and she slightly opened her mouth, both of us moaning when our tongue's met. I pushed JJ on the bed and straddled her waist, gently biting her lip as I pulled away.

"I love you JJ."

"I love you too Emmy."