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JJ and Emily's daughter skips school part 4

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Everything was black, I could hear voices and something that sounded like beeping, I didn't know what it was but it was sure as hell annoying. I blinked when I opened my eyes the room I was in was bright...was this heaven? Did it work? Was I dead? I looked around and I could see my moms sitting in chairs opposite...the hospital bed?

Of course, it didn't work...I groaned out loud, which woke my parents. They quickly jumped up seeing that I was awake and made their way to my bed on either side of me. They sat on the bed, JJ moving hair out of my face.

Looking at both parents I could see that they had both been crying. I looked at my blond mother and saw fresh tears in her eyes. I rested my hand on top of hers. "Don't cry mom..." JJ smiled weakly at me. "Baby...I thought you were dead..." I shook my head. "I was supposed to be..." Emily grabbed the hand that wasn't on top of JJ's. I looked over to her, she looked sad too. "Honey, we're glad you didn't die...we can't live without you." I sighed. "Yes you can...I'm not important, I'm just a screw up, how can you guys even still love me after what I said to you at the BAU"

Both parents shared a look before looking back to me. "Yeah...what you said was hurtful...but if you had died...that would have broke us...I couldn't lose you...not like I lost...." JJ trailed off. I sighed again. "Mom, I'm not Rosaline...don't compare me to her."

JJ stood up and started pacing. "You don't want me to compare you to her?! How can I not when you did the exact same thing she did?!" I was getting upset. "I didn't do the exact same thing she did!" JJ stopped pacing to stare at you. "YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF! THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IS YOU DIDN'T DIE!" I started yelling too. "WELL THERE'S ALWAYS NEXT TIME!"

Emily and JJ looked at me, shocked. JJ looked heartbroken. "I gotta go...I can't handle this..." JJ stopped at the door, looking back at me. "How selfish can you be?! If you wanna go kill yourself go ahead, but don't expect me to stick around to watch!" With that JJ ran from the room. I expected Emily to stay with me, but she just looked at me sadly and followed after JJ.

I sighed...how was I going to fix this now?