Break
Hindi ako agad nakaalis ng pastry shop. I never expected to hear those kind of words from her.
Nasa Maynila si Arzel at ayaw umuwi ng probinsya dahil sa akin? Ayaw din sundin ang gusto ni Tita na pakasalan si Sophie.
Why does it sounds like it's my fault? Bakit ako?
I don't have any idea that Arzel is staying in Manila. Kahit anino niya ay hindi ko pa nakikita.
Sabi din ni Tita na alam niyang may gusto sakin ang anak niya noon pa man. And I don't believe it.
Iyon din ang akala ko noon. I thought Arzel likes me but I'm wrong. I assumed.
Paano niya nalaman? Did Arzel confessed to her? Or Tita just assumed just like what I did? Then she's getting it wrong!
Mali siya ng inaakala.
I didn't had a chance to explain myself. Huli na noong mapagtanto ko lahat ng sinabi niya.
Umuwi ako noong maayos na ako. Nag alala din ang staff ng pastry shop noong makita na umiiyak ako and I assure them that I'm okay.
"I'll try to go there," ani Ethan noong gabi na tumawag siya.
"You don't need to. Baka mag away pa kayo lalo ng mommy mo," ani ko.
"But I want you to spend your birthday with me love," aniya.
I smiled. He never fail to make me feel loved. But the excitement I have before is not the same anymore. Hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko.
I love him and I know it.
"Gusto ko din yon pero intindihin muna natin ang mommy at daddy mo. I still have more birthdays to spend with you," I said.
Bumalik ako ng Manila bago mag new year. We spend the new year together just like what he wants. Dahil hindi kami nakapag celebrate ng birthday ko at pasko ay gusto niya nalang mag bagong taon kasama ako.
Tita is very fond of Ethan. Noong binalita ko sakaniya na boyfriend ko na si Ethan ay tuwang tuwa siya. She knows that Ethan is a good man. Sa totoo lang, medyo kabado ako noong sabihin ko sakaniya yon dahil baka hindi siya pumayag dahil nag aaral pa ako but it turned out the other way around.
Sinabi niya pa na kung buhay pa si daddy ay magugustuhan din nito si Ethan para sa akin. One of the reason why I'm sure of choosing Ethan as my boyfriend.
Noong nag second year college ako ay nag desisyon na si Tita ibenta ang shares ni daddy sa kompanya. They've been trying to fix the status and reputation of the company for years pero hindi na talaga kaya.
The investors have lost their trust with the company and it's management.
Hindi pa din bayad lahat ng utang ni daddy at sa pagdaan ng taon ay mas lumalaki pa yon dahil sa interest.
Tita asked me kung alin sa mga property ni daddy ang gusto kong ibenta para pandagdag sa pambayad ng mga utang. I let her sell all daddy's property expect our house.
Noong una ay ayaw ni Tita at gustong magtira ng ilan pero wala naman din akong gagawin sa mga iyon. I have my trust fund that can cover my expenses for the next five years.
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