Divided Unity

Beautiful Soul

I have felt friendship

I have felt companions

I have felt fleeting crushes fly

I have felt love

I have felt lust

I have felt the need to die

I have felt family

I have felt it all

But I have felt nothing like you

What we have is wordless

Nameless just like me

There are no words to describe

The bond between us I see

At best I can rule out what it is

Like you, and revel in confusion

But if I leave it unsaid until I'm in a mirror casket

I cannot reach the peace I've spoken of

This is not friendship nor companionship

This is not love nor lust

This is not sisterhood or family

This is not some childhood crush

This is nothing that has been described

This is unique beyond control

This is the link between us

This is our beautiful soul