Divided Unity

Es Tut Mir Leid (1/2)

I know I didn't ask enough

In my defense, you asked too much

For things that I couldn't deliver

Even when life was hell and such.

I know I didn't see enough

To which I have nothing to say

It's the fault that I admit to you

The one I never hide away.

I know I didn't do enough

But if you didn't ask my actions would be plethoric

Just tell me to swallow a blade already

For me that'd be euphoric.

I know I didn't love enough

I let petty obsession blind me

I loved you a bit too much, unsurprising

And for it, I hurt you blindly.

I know I didn't try enough

But I'm like you in that respect

Our pasts may be a bit similar

Now's unfortunate cause and effect.

I know I didn't say enough

In honestly any situation

Instead of avoiding crisis, I look at orange bottles

Aiming to overdose on a friend's medication.

I know I didn't belong enough

I guess I drifted too far for you

You saw me as a goddess once

Now your beliefs have fallen through.

I know I didn't reach enough

Or maybe I reached too far away

Sometimes I think that if I'd held my tongue

I'd not be writing this today.

I know I didn't succeed at all.

I know I've done nothing but descend.

I know I settled for a ghost in glass.

I know I'm not your friend...