When I told you I'd give the world and more to you
Maybe we both misunderstood
Perhaps I underestimated us both
How horrible is heartbreak, how great is good
I guess I let myself get too close
To the sun, my red storm and watching rings
A cusp caught between flames and stones
Thinking about the worst of things.
When I gave you what I had to offer to you
I knew I was still in debt
Perhaps I thought it would slide
But those memories haven't quite faded yet
I guess I'm not what you thought
Now I'm repeating what I've said before
Hangnails and rashes don't feel the same
As repeating what I've done before
When I let you into my mind and my heart
And to you sold my love
I must have thought it was a worthy trade
That only great stories can be written of
I guess our animals must be wrong
You're no rabbit, they say in awe
I must be the bunny you're chasing
And you must be the fox, after all
When I look back and smile at memories
And mourn when I see circles green
I look forward to a familiar beep
And a red heart on my screen
I guess I'm just catching up with myself
'Cause if I ask to the mirror how I've been
I get two answers: One's moved on
The other never went through the hell we were in.
When I reach a hand to a yellow picture frame
And ponder the words of my reflection
I remember genuine smiles and tears
And rose pink on pearl complexions
I guess my poetic grievance can wait
If I ever really want to move ahead
But don't ever ask me how that's going
'Cause if I've fully moved on, I must be dead.
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Divided Unity
PoesiaPoems about various topics in my life. A lot of the early ones...may be about the same thing. Indefinite runtime.