Divided Unity

Calla

Starlight, star bright, first star I see tonight

I call upon your shine to grant a wish and end this plight

However it may end, or however silence breaks

One event in life does not a person make

If you aim to find my memory,

Never think about finales at day

Rebellion amongst the sea of sorrows

In memoriam M.A.

Detectives like him find killers like her alone

Clockwork purring through the night

I've done everything right and I'll do it again

But I shouldn't have let even that smile be feigned

Lonely moments just get lonelier

To which I have nothing to say

I'm sorry that I let you down

All of this - all for one mistake

Don't ask me why

You're in a better place

But those memories haven't quite faded yet

I wake up and I'm afraid

It was worth it for those moments

Feed my brain a bullet so I'll have peace

And you know what you did, hope uneasy you'll rest

Stand adjacent to two sides, the divide between

Can you hear the howl of snow or the droplets of fallen tears

I was in the process of trying to move on in peace

I'm killing time and melatonin

Regardless of the pain received

We started fresh, but none is as it seems

Even when those little moments were ours

If you want to leave a bouquet by my grave

Purple calla lilies are my favorite flowers.