Erwin Smith x Reader One Shots

☁️ 😠 Divorce 3 😠 ☁️

Written: February 19, 2021

Takes place: Modern AU

Request:  rockstarangel21

Note: Should I turn the real life series into a book of its own?

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"What happened to us?" You asked holding a glass of red wine in one hand and your sleeping son in the other.

"I don't know... it just wasn't like how it was then. We used to have fun. I used to be happy when I saw you." You raised an eyebrow.

"I'm not sure if that's an attack or not."

"It's not. I'm tired of fighting." You sighed.

"We had to grow up sometime Erwin. We had S/n coming."

"I'm not blaming him. It's other things too- so much changed. I love S/n. I really do."

"I know. That was the only reason I didn't castrate you." Erwin laughed. The sound was so strange, so foreign. You wondered when the last time you heard him laugh was.

"Do you remember when you realized you were pregnant?" He asked suddenly.

"Yes of course." You said stroking your son's hair.

"That was... that was a good day. And the main reason you figured it out was because you suddenly wanted to eat mushrooms. You hate mushrooms." You blushed lightly. Maybe it was the wine.

"That was pretty dumb wasn't it?"

"No, just really funny."

"That was a good, good day." He looked at you happily, but you could tell he wasn't seeing you. He was seeing what you used to be. The person he fell in love with.

"We can never go back to that Erwin." His eyes went cold. It was interesting how fast his ocean blue eyes could turn to ice.

"Yes, I know."

"Still, I worry about what it'll do to S/n."

"Mmm." You stood up and carried S/n to his room. You tucked him in and then went back to where Erwin was sitting. He was just staring blankly at the wall. When you sat down next to him he moved towards you. In one swift motion, he had pressed his lips against yours. You hesitated, but then snapped out of it and pushed him away.

"What the fuck?!" You said in a hushed voice, careful not to wake up your son.

"Look at me and tell me honestly you don't feel lonely sometimes." You stood up.

"Of course I do, but you're the one who wanted it that way!" Your heart was beating uncontrollably, like it was going to explode out of your chest.

"I still love you Y/n-"

"No you don't."

"Yes I do."

"You didn't when you were signing the divorce papers and you didn't when you said you hated me a few hours ago!"

"I didn't mean that. We both just get over-"

"Why are you doing this to me? I begged you not to go through with this months ago but now that it's finalized you- you want to take it all back."

"I took you for granted. I know that now."

"Oh shut up."

"I mean it. Look around you. Does this look like a place anyone could be happy?" The walls were bare, and there was few pieces of furniture here and there. It was sad and empty.

"Tch. No. And you deserve it."

"Please Y/n just listen to me-"

"Are you literally insane? Do you have some kind of split personality disorder? Or bipolar disorder? You wanted me to die a few hours ago!"

"It's all an act. I thought this would be the best for all of us and I was clearly wrong. I just didn't want to admit that."

"You're insane. You're actually insane."

"No I'm not."

"You wouldn't even look me in the eyes when we signed the papers. When you left you tried to shake my hand. After all that we'd been through! And now you're telling me you want to get back together?!"

"I know you want to."

"Why are you doing this to me? You're sick." Erwin approached you and grabbed your hands.

"I love you." You pulled away from him and got your purse.

"Fuck you." Then you left.