Vent

Not enough

I'm not satisfied with life.
Don't freak, I mean it in a very broad sense

my family settled into their forever home.
we've never had a "home", and that means
from here out they just get older
we all do
things will only go down

though they will be happy years,
full of love
I just feel so horribly limited by being a human
there's so much more
i want to live
and love
and just,
im young but already
I feel so robbed
I just want time back
that hasn't left me yet
it's a strange paradox

but I'm at a stage where I have nothing to lose,
so I may as well adopt a new way of thinking
ya know?
why not.