Vent

detriment

it's a vicious cycle i put myself through

he's speaking to you

you're delusional,

he hasn't forgotten

you're nothing.

if I even, for a second, think that somehow

i still exist to him

the fear of rejection being my reality takes me,
and that i really just am

pathetic

a hopeless unrequited nobody

i can convince myself and others that im collected,
that closeness isn't what I want

but i

i would leave everything I know behind,

to live that day one more time
even if it's just once,

i can't stand seeing how others have hurt you...
i could have, maybe,

just been there
you were and are, in so much pain

i wish I could bear your pain for you

i

im pathetic.