My Life being with my 4 handsome brothers

Chapter 39

Kurt POV

After I leave Kieffer's room I immediately find Dad. Alam kong hindi sya ayos..

Kai doesn't understand. I can't blame him. It's because of that accident.. If I were there.. Would something change..

" Kei I wished you're here. I'm messed up.. I really am not suited as a father. Bogoshipda Jagiya..." Malungkot na sabi ni Dad. If I'm not mistaken... That's korean..

" Dad You know korean?" Tanong ko.

" Kurt? You're here. Yes I know korean.. I.. I learned them. " Pilit ngiting sabi ni Dad.

" I'm sorry Dad. I can't protect her. Its just I got very busy with my studies." Sinserong sabi ko.

" Ok lang anak. Pero pwede mo bang sabihin kung anong nangyari habang wala ako? " Seryosong tanong ni Dad. Napabuntong hininga naman ako.. I have no choice

This need to end

" Since you left, everything changed. Naging playboy si Kieffer katulad ni Kai. Si Kian naging peke ang pakikitungo. Ako naman.. I've been ignorant. Hindi naman nagbago si Kia though she learned many things because of us being ignorant towards her. She learns how to cook for us. She learns how to clean the house by herself. She learn how to fake a smile. She learn how to ease her pain in her heart. She learn how to forgive us even though we are the reason of her pain. " Napabuntong hininga ako matapos sabihin yun.

" I guess I really am not a good father. I left you guys to work for your future. Nakalimutan ko ang pinaka importante sa pamilya. Kei always remind me of that. But because she's gone I forgot it. I missed her. I tried my best to be a good father for you guys. But I guess I'm a failure. " Emosyonal na sabi ni Dad.

" You're not a failure Dad. Gusto mo lang gawin ang makakabuti samin. Anyway ano yung importante sa pamilya? " Tanong ko.

" Love.. Bonding. I'm very busy at work that I really don't know what's happening in the house. I don't know if you guys are ok." Sabi ni Dad. Pareho naman kaming napabuntong hininga.

" I don't want Kia to end up like Kei.. I don't want to lose another woman in my life. I already lose my queen.. I can't lose my princess. " Malungkot na sabi niya.

" What do you think Dad? Is mom already dead?" I asked him. Tiningnan nya ako at pilit na ngumiti.

" I'm hoping she's still alive... We've been searching her for a long time already and I don't know if she's already dead or what.. But I'm really hoping she is.. And I hope I find her. " Nakangiting sabi ni dad.

" You really love her yeah? Many years have passed and you still love her even though she's gone.. I envy you for that Dad. " Nakangiting sabi ko.

" Of course I love her.. She's the lady of my dreams. " Nakangiting sabi ni Dad. Walang kasing tamis ang ngiti nya. Yung ngiti na parati kong nakikita kapag kasama nya si Mommy.

" I heard that line before that.. I think it's from Miraculous show." Sabi ko. Natawa naman sya.

(Author: yes po nanunuod po si Kurt non><)

" I used to say that a lot to your mom back then ya'know and until now. That show is just new. I didn't steal it ya'know." Nakangiting sabi nya.

" Yeah yeah right. " Nakangiting sabi ko. Natawa naman sya.

Hiana POV

" Damn!" Inis na sabi ni David.