I was in the studio room writing an English song. Happy with my lyrics I decided to sing.
"Take me to the rooftop
I wanna see the world when I stop breathing
Turning blue
Tell me, love is endless, don't be so pretentious
Leave me, like you do (like you do)
If you need me
Wanna see me
Better hurry
'Cause I'm leaving soon
Sorry, can't save me now
Sorry, I don't know how.
Sorry, there's no way out (sorry).
But down, mm down
Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek
That's what a year-long headache does to you
I'm not okay, I feel so scattered
Don't say I'm all that matters
Leave me
Deja vu
If you need me
Wanna see me
You better hurry
I'm leaving soon
Sorry, can't save me now
Sorry, I don't know how (sorry)
Sorry, there's no way out (sorry)
But down, mm down.
Call my friends and tell
Them that I love them
And I'll miss them
But I'm not sorry
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
Sorry "
I heard light clapping and saw Jungkook clapping in the doorway.
"You're amazing..." he whispered.
"Thanks." my slightly raspy voice replied back. "I think I want to publish this one." I smiled.
"I'll help you produce it and we can make some music to it. What instrument?" he sat at the chair and I walked out of the booth.
"Piano. I already wrote a few chords." I placed my slightly crumpled notebook in front of him and he grabbed a keyboard in front of him, lightly pressing the right keys and softly singing. I bit my lip, smiling a little.
"Go into the the booth and start singing, I'll record it. Then we can add in the keyboard." he looked at me admiring him. "Everything okay?" he smiled.
"Yep."
---A few hours later---
We finished the song and we're sat playing it for everyone else.
"Damn, you got us emotional." Jin tried to joke as he wiped his tears.
"It sounds like a suicide note." Yoongi scrunched his face. "Is that how you feel?"
"Yep... but I'm fine. In the end, every one of us have fucked up family lives so... music is how we should cope." I smiled.
they all hummed in agreement and we hung out the rest of the day.
