"Omg. I cant believe he posted that" I sighed as I dropped my phone.
"Why are you so mad at my post?" Jungkook came through my window.
"There is a door you know." I sighed, not giving him a glance.
"I know. Answer my question." he sat at my desk after moving Mika to his lap.
"It's from when we were dating. You couldn't have used the pictures from when we were just friends?" I finally looked at him.
"Do you regret dating?" he raised his eyebrows and ran his tongue along his cheek.
"No. Get out." I took my cat off him and tried to push him out.
"Oh come on! I want some fun." he winked.
"You have a girlfriend, creep. Get out!" I rolled my eyes. "Why so flirty again" I whispered.
"Only for you, babe." he whispered into my ear.
"What would Youra say if she heard you talking like this?" I placed my hands on my hips and stared up at him since I only reached up to his shoulder.
"I don't care." he shrugged and sat back on my bed. "She's pushy, you know? She already wants to have sex. We started dating last week!"
"So? Just do it and loose your V-Card." I shrugged.
"I don't want to loose it to her. I want to loose it to someone I love and have known for a while. She's also my Noona so I don't want to be rude so it'll happen sooner or later."
"Who cares if she's older? Tell her you're not ready yet. Do you want this hoodie back? I forgot to give it to you." holding out his favourite hoodie.
"No, keep it." he sighed and leant his head on the headboard. "I gotta go soon. Youra wants to go on a date." he pouted.
"Do you not want to go?" I sat a bit away from him.
"No... I'm meeting her parents already and I don't even know if I like her like that. And I don't want her parents to hate me if I break up with her." he sighed.
"Just follow your heart... sometimes it's the hardest thing in the world and it completely breaks you." I trailed off looking out the window, "you gotta do it..." I looked back and saw his lips in a thin line.
"Yeah..." he whispered and looked down.
"You should go get ready..." I smiled and said goodbye. "Mika... I'm going to write another song."
*** time skip***
I was sat on my bed with my keyboard and paper scattered everywhere.
"okay... I got the lyrics.
That Arizona sky burnin' in your eyes
You look at me and, babe, I wanna catch on fire
It's buried in my soul like California gold
You found the light in me that I couldn't find
So when I'm all choked up
But I can't find the words
Every time we say goodbye
Baby, it hurts
When the sun goes down
And the band won't play
I'll always remember us this way
Lovers in the night
Poets tryin' to write
We don't know how to rhyme
But, damn, we try
But all I really know
You're where I wanna go
The part of me that's you will never die
So when I'm all choked up
And I can't find the words
Every time we say goodbye
Baby, it hurts
When the sun goes down
And the band won't play
I'll always remember us this way
Oh, yeah
I don't wanna be just a memory, baby, yeah
Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo
So when I'm all choked up
And I can't find the words
Every time we say goodbye
Baby, it hurts
When the sun goes down
And the band won't play
I'll always remember us this way, way, yeah
