Fool Me Once (Book One) - Fred Weasley

Tears - Part Two

'That's where your wrong Freddie.' I said. I was bawling at this stage but I knew I had to get this out. 'I will love you for eternity. I know that I will because of all we have and all we could be. But this, I can't keep doing this with you. It hurts me too much to continue to see you like this.'

'I promise, this will never happen again. I swear it to you Aaliyah Weasley. Ill do anything if it means I can keep my three girls.'

I stood up and took Fred's face in my two hands and kissed him. Slowly, not hard but soft his lips moved effortlessly with mine. It's like our lips were made for each other.

My hands wrapped around his neck and his around my waist. I pulled away from the kiss and laid my head down onto his shoulder. We stayed like that.

Just holding each other. 

'Freddie' I called after a minute, removing my head from his shoulder to look in his eyes.

'Princess?' he questioned looking at me. He looked sad. Scared even. Why was he so scared?

'You know talking to Minnie isn't going to work anymore. I really don't think it is' I said and he looked at me and a tear escaped his eyes.

'I have to go back don't I?' he questioned and I nodded. 'Back to Mungo's. Liyah I hated not being able see you every day. I don't want to go back' he said as he started to cry harder.

'I know baby. I know. But it's just. It worked better. You seemed a lot better after it you know. I think you need this Freddie' I said and he nodded slowly.

'I know. But Liyah-' he said as his voice broke. 'What baby. What is it?'

'The twins' he cried as he buried his head into my stomach. 'I wont get to see them. They won't let me see them' he said and I just held him.

'Freddie what do you mean. They can't stop you seeing the babies. I promise you they can't'

'You don't know that princess. You just. You don't. What if they don't let me out. What if the babies come early and they don't let me out. And-'

'Bear your being irrational baby. Of course they have to let you out. They can't stop you seeing the babies born. And it's okay. We still have a month before the babies were born.'

I walked over to the desk and took out a piece of parchment and a quill. I started writing as Fred sat on the bed crying and looking over at me.

'Princess. What are you doing? Who are you writing to?' he asked wiping his eyes and walking over to stand behind me. He began to read the letter and started to cry again.

It broke me to hear him cry. I hated it
But I know he needs this. He knows he needs to do this.

Dear Healer Avery.

Hello. I'm not entirely sure if you remember me at all.

My name is Aaliyah Weasley and my husband Fred was brought in early last year for a drug overdose, and he stayed for the thirty day rehab that is provided by the hospital.

I'm writing to ask about that programme actually. Fred needs to go back again. He relapsed just after Christmas, but we talked and he wants to do this.

There is one question I had how ever. You see currently I'm pregnant with twins and I'm due early next month.

Now I'm sure that you, as a healer are well aware that twins often come early
And a big concern of Freds about returning to the rehab programme is that he won't be there for the babies being born.