ch. 41: Amanda's birthday pt.1 🎉

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It's 1:15 in the morning on July fourth it's Amanda's birthday but right now Claire is sitting outside in front of the pool has her both of her feet in the water then Amanda walks out and Claire turns around because she heard the door open and shut

'Hey, happy birthday' Claire says, Amanda smiles and walks up to her she sits beside her

'Thank you, so why are you doing out here?' Amanda asks

'Thinking about my conversation with Jeremy later on today after Savannah's surprise for you' Claire says

'Well it's better then Savannah's thinking' Amanda says, Claire chuckles

'What's making you so nervous about the conversation with Jeremy?' Amanda asks

'The night that he kissed me he said that he still has feelings for me but now I'm hearing it was in the moment, so which one is it?' Claire asks

'Can I be honest with you?' Amanda asks

'Of course' Claire says

'I think that you're both at fault for you leading him on and him kissing you when he knows that you're in a relationship, I'm not saying you lead him on purpose you was just joking around with him like you did with Dylan, he should have realized that you and ava are in a relationship together, I think that you both needs to talk about where you stand at with each other and go from there' Amanda says

'Yeah and plus I do think he didn't mean to say that to me because I just remember something' Claire says

'What's that?' Amanda asks

'He was drunk, I'm not making an excuse for him, for what he did, like you said he should have known that, i made a decision that what i did with Jeremy I'm not going to do that to anybody else but ava and Sava because she's my sister, I told ava that and she agrees with me on that' Claire says

'Me and Sava saw that video well you can see who sees your stories anyways we both look at each other and we're like you're only doing that to me only then she started kissing me all my face and I couldn't help but laugh while she was doing that because I know that she can be an asshole sometimes towards people but she means well though I see that, but they don't and that's why i think her temper comes into play too, when it's just alone in a room together she can be an asshole but a cute one and she's a big teddy bear but that's what i see behind closed doors, she's not comfortable yet to show much affection around you guys and I respect that, she respects that I do so we compromise, she's not ashamed of us or me, it's just this is her first relationship with a girl who happens to be her best friend she just doesn't want to screw it up and hurt me she doesn't care about herself it's me that she's worried about hurting, honestly that's the most selfless thing that anybody has done for me in a relationship she does everything that the other ex's didn't do, sorry I got off topic about the real issue' Amanda says, she wipes her tears away

'Its fine I don't mind you talking about your guys relationship and I noticed since we started doing trampwall here she's been more affection around us I don't know if you noticed that but we don't do those aw's and ooooo's because we know that she's not comfortable yet with showing us her affection side, I get that she wants those moments to be private with you two alone together, every couple is different, which is good because if we was all the same then i would start question my insanity' Claire says, Amanda chuckles

'and everything that she went through with Isabella all her life, if she gives affection to somebody rather it's you, me, our parents, our friends, our grandparents and so on, she wants to make sure that we all give her affection back to her because she's been rejected so many times by so many people she doesn't want to go that that rabbit hole with her addiction again and we don't want that to happen again' Claire says

'No we don't, I think she knows that she is loved but doesn't know how to give it back to some people, she's working on that and also working on loving herself like you said everything with Isabella really messed her up to the point where didn't to get out of bed' Amanda says

'I didn't know that' Claire says

'That's because i didn't want anybody to worried about me' Savannah says, they look at her, she's sitting in one of the chairs and ava is sitting beside her in another chair wiping her tears away

'How long have you guys been sitting there for?'
Amanda asks

'Since you started about your guys relationship' ava says

'You're a emotional person, aren't you?' Savannah asks, ava looks at her

'Well at least one of us is' ava says

'I'm emotional, not that emotional like you are' Savannah says

'Sorry babe, did I say too much, are you mad at me?' Amanda asks, in a sad voice, Savannah looks at her

'Come here Mi amor' Savannah says, Amanda gets up and so does Claire they walk to their girlfriends, Savannah looks in Amanda's eyes and smiles

'You said everything so beautifully, so no I'm not mad at you' Savannah says, she pulls her in for a kiss, ava and Claire goes goes back to bed so that way they can have their piracy

'Come on let's go back to bed, we got a long day ahead of us' Savannah says, Amanda smiles, they head back inside and goes back to bed

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