ch.16: Mona thinks she failed!? 😱

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At the beach house where Savannah and them stayed at last summer Aria is in the kitchen waiting for Savannah and Amanda to get back from Savannah's doctors appointment she hears them walk in laughing and talking they stop when they walk in the kitchen the worried look on Aria's face

'Mom what's wrong?' Savannah asks, in a worried voice

'Your mother is upstairs crying her eyes out because she thinks that she failed as a mother to you Sava' Aria says

'I knew we would have this talk sooner or later, I'll be back hopefully with a happier mother' Savannah says, she kisses both of them and goes upstairs

'I'll tell you what's going on with Mona since you been here since the beginning of all of it' Aria says, Amanda sits down beside her

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Savannah stands in guest bedroom doorway she knocks on the before she walks in

'Hey' Savannah says

Mona looks at her and smiles a smile, Savannah walks up to her she sits down in front of her and sees the tear stain eyes on Mona's face

'Mom told that you was sitting up here crying your eyes because you think that you failed as a mother to me, let me give you reality check ok listen to me very careful and listen well because I'll only say this once, YOU DID NOT FAILED AS A MOTHER TO ME!, ok ever since the day that you 'had' to give me to that bitch Isabella you been there for me my first everything my first shots, my first check ups, my first steps, my first words, my first birthday, Christmas and every other damn holiday, my first dentist vist, my scanned up knee, elbow and everything on my body, my first days of school, my first kiss, my first time which was not as excited as I thought it would be, my taste if alcohol and drugs when I showed up drunk and half high at your guys house, my first day that when I went to rehab and coming back, my first time driving God forbid that I killed somebody on the streets, my first getting grounded, my first girlfriend and love who happens to be my best friend, the first and final time i graduated high school, my first day of college, my first day of trampwall, and the most important first time is when I made YOU AND ARIA MY OFFICIAL PARENTS!, and you're going to be there for Many more firsts, even when I was a baby I knew that you was my real mother, i don't know if you realized back then every time Isabella would say mama I wouldn't and wait until she left the room I would say it to you and not her, so you did not failed as a mother to me and I'll remind you every damn day that you didn't by telling you everything I just told you right now ok I know that i don't say it much as i should but I love you and I appreciate what you did for me' Savannah says, Mona sits there speechless for the first time in her life, then she smiles

'Everything that you just said was true, i think that I'm actually crying about is how I could do things differently but like you just said I have so many other firsts like you being engaged, wedding, kids and so on, as much as i want things to be different I have to look at right now and enjoy my time with you now that I have it why sit around and waste my tears on the past that I can't changed, and i can look at the future and be ready to enjoy many more memories with you good or bad, and I don't say this much as i should too but i love you too and you being one of my daughters is the greatest gift that I could ask for' Mona says, Savannah smiles and wipes her own tears away, they both stands up, hugs and kisses each other

'Everything good in here we heard some yelling coming from Savannah we thought that you guys was fighting' Aria says, she and Amanda walks in, they walk up to them

'Yeah, Savannah was just telling me all of her first times of everything and how I was there for all of them, and we have many more memories together in the future' Mona says, Savannah smiles

'And another reason why that I been crying is because my youngest one is already married and i feel like being a parent is over with' Mona says

'No it's not, trust me Claire and Ava well have fights and Claire well always come to you guys for help or They well have problems that they can't figure out and they well come to you guys like when they have kids trust me they well come to you guys and every other parent here, so well we when we have kids of
our own' Amanda says

'Yeah I didn't think about that until now, and another reason is because i just miss Claire i know that she's on her honeymoon and they deserve it but with everything that she went through with the others i just wanna hold her and never let her go, even with my oldest one too and i had a hard time dealing with you guys leaving, all of you guys leaving like Amanda and them' Mona says

'Don't worry we'll still be here when we have kids and you won't have to worry about any of us leaving the nest unless we die which I hope it's not for a long time' Savannah says, Amanda knocks on the dresser because it's wood

'Thank you babe' Savannah says, Amanda smiles

'All of these feelings is making me exhausted I need a drink, come my wife I think you need one too for the day that I put you through today' Mona says, she kisses and hugs Savannah one last time before they leave

'Love you' Mona says

'Love you too' Savannah says, Aria and Mona leaves

'Did you guys really think that I would yell at Mona like that, do you guys think that I have a death wish, yelling at her is like me yelling at you and I don't want to die yet' Savannah says, Amanda chuckles

'I don't think that you never did yell at me maybe annoyed by me some times' Amanda says

'I would say same here but I don't know of that's a trick statement' Savannah says, Amanda chuckles and walks up to her and puts her arms around Savannah's neck

'No, i know that we both annoy each other some times that's why we need space from each other some times too' Amanda says, she kisses her and Savannah kisses her back

'Come on let's go downstairs before thinks that we're having sex in their bedroom' Amanda says, Savannah chuckles

'Yeah, we better' Savannah says, they kiss one more time as they are leaving Savannah slaps Amanda on her ass, Amanda giggles and Savannah smiles

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