I'll Always Love You - A Romanogers Fanfic

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⚠️TW⚠️ — Mention of borderline sex

Steve throws Natasha on the bed, and she starts unzipping his shorts with a smirk when Steve grabs on to her wrists with one hand.
He knows he's wrong for even kissing her, so he has to stop it as much as he hates doing it.
"No Nat, I can't be one of those modern guys that doesn't respect women. You know back in my day guys were more appropria-..." Natasha interrupts him by putting a finger to his lips.
"Steve. You treat women like they're queens, you aren't inappropriate, everyone appreciates it, including me, but I will stop talking to you if you don't fuck me right now" she says putting extra seriousness into the last part.
Steve is relieved to hear that he isn't turning into those youngsters. He's appalled by Natasha's language of course, but also happy that she is okay with this.
"Just tell me if you suddenly regret, and I'll stop immediately" he says before pressing his lips against hers once again.
"You too" she says muffled in his mouth.

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NATASHA'S POV

Steve has one knee on the bed, leaning over me.
His hands are on my waist, under my still wet tank top.
He grabs me and pulls me further up the bed so we're both lying down.
I spread my legs making room for him and he comes back to my mouth for a kiss.

I continue my process of taking off his shorts when he stops me again.
I groan impatient. "What now?" I ask.
"Erh..." he mumbles embarrassed. "It's uh...it's my first time" he says and looks at me.
I put my hand on his cheek.
"Rogers, that's okay. Now take off my shirt!" I demand.
He obeys and gently pulls the tank top over my head.
"Is this okay?" He asks softly when he puts his hand closer to my wet bra.
I nod, thrown off by the reassurance.
I actually appreciate for once being with someone that respects me, and it's nice for once not feeling like the girl you fuck just because you're horny.
But I guess right now I'm the girl that fucks a guy because she's horny.
I shove that thought away. This isn't that. This is just two friends enjoying each other's company.

He stops, and for a second I think he's going to come with another virgin outburst, but he looks at me with sadness in his eyes.
"What are all those scars?" He asks, and every wall flies up inside of me.

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STEVE'S POV

I didn't notice the scars on Nat's thighs when we went swimming, but now, I do.
She's filled with scars on her stomach too, all the way to the neck.
She looks at me coldly.
"What are those scars?" I ask again. Some might be from missions, but definitely not all.
"None of your business" she says and pulls me in for another kiss, moves us both so I'm sitting against the  headboard, and she's straddling me.

I can feel the bulge in my open shorts getting bigger than it already was from her previous touch.
I think she can too, because she smirks at me.
I don't like feeling like I'm not in control of myself, and I just slam my lips against hers to get her to think about something else than her control over me.
I should really be worried about those scars of hers, and helping her, but god, her touch is what I want right now. I can't recognize this Steve, but I don't want to stop him.
My fingers are running up and down her back.
I might have hit someplace nice because she grabs my hair tightly, and starts biting my neck. This is whole new territory for me, and frankly pretty weird. What is she a vampire? But I have to admit, I like it.

She bites a spot on my neck causing me to react very weird.
She mumbles something and start sucking right there, and I soon can't take it anymore.
I groan in pleasure and something almost happens down there when she stops.
"Not yet Steve" she says seductively and with smooth movements she removes my shorts and boxers as well as her own underwear, and then it just happens. Something I can't believe I've missed out on for almost 100 years.

This was a tiny bit smutty but I kinda got carried away😅

I hope you like it anyways, and I can't promise there won't be more chapters like these. Hope you don't mind it😙