Falling onto you

Entry #9

how do I turn back time? I miss her, she was my best friend, she was my greatest weakness, she was the only thing that brought me comfort on a long day.

my summer was my everything and now I fear I can not live in the world knowing I will never see he smiles, hold her hand, hold her in my arms again.

I wish I could do it all again, we were just kids at the time and so blind of how long we really had left before it was too late for the both of us.

in another life...

Summers POV -

seeing him in the hallway again today at school is torcher knowing I wont talk to him again until later when I leave, we don't leave each others eyes most of the day catching deep gazes into each others eyes.

he is a drug thats already got me hooked from one kiss...

"stop looking at me like that dick!", I shout laughing.

"whatever do you mean? I'm just paying attention in class", he chuckles.

"I'm serious!", I insisted.

" I am too!"", he yells.

I shove his face away, asshole.

he leans back into his seat actually trying to pay attention when I push him back more and he falls and the whole room breaks into laugher.

"sorry I had too.", I stutter out while laughing to hard that I'm crying.

"oh I bet you are sorry", he says while trying to stand up before slipping again.

"oops", I add.

"must have slipped again", I shrug.

he rolls his eyes before yelling at everyone to turn back to the lecture by the teacher, even I got the teacher laughing at him, who would've thought.

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walking into his house I am consumed with laughing and giggling at me tripping over the steps while he catches me.

"Stop!" I say clutching my stomach.

i giggles again and then we're staring at each other.

"pay back for tripping me!", he inquires.

rolling my eyes I don't pay attention him before...

I lean forward and he does the same, our lips met again. It doesn't stop there it starts to get rough and aggressive with built up passion followed by him picking me up and walking up the steps to my room and breaking down the door.

and pins me On the bed, and he has got me trapping me into the mattress, and his eyes look even more green up close. his eyes remind me of the ocean when the light hits it just right, a deep color of blue going on for miles, and his nose is a little crooked, no probably from someone hitting him in a fight.

I would smack him right smack onto the face any other day but not today, today I am gonna be taken by him and only him.

his lips are rough and full and filled like a drug to me, and oh god.

his tongue is no better teasing me and playing rough too, it darts out to wet his bottom lip, and before I know it I let out a breathless gasp and I'm thrusting forward to catch his lips onto mine.

i gasps as our lips brush in a tentative stroke.

not wanting to break the passion I just go with it. he starts to take off my shirt and I slid off his black hoodie.