Falling onto you

Entry #12

Summers POV -

clearing my head of all negative thoughts and opening my eyes facing with he large school building in-front of me I breath in and out softly trying to think of everything that brings me peace.

I haven't told anyone that I got released from the hospital yet but I'm betting when I show up to classes with them they're gonna be in for a wild surprise.

checking the time on my watch I speed up the thinking knowing I'm gonna be late for pre-cal. I rush up the stairs and down the hall to class.

I walk in through the doors keeping my head low feeling people looking up at me probably wondering where I've been the for past few days I take my spot at the back of the class pulling out my notebook and pencil to began with the problems on the board when I see a large hand sprawl out onto my paper.

I look up smiling knowing already who it is seeing him returning the favor as his facial features soften up at me.

"summer I see your back", he states moving to the stop next to me.

"I am", I reply looking up at the board at the problems.

"when where you gonna tell everyone? Amara and Alex where very worried about their friend being out in the hospital.", he states.

"oh I bet they were. let me ask were Amara and Alex also somehow in my hospital room with me 24/7 watching over me and being there for everything until I pushed them out the last day to finally get released?", I question special.

"maybe, but thats not something we really need to be worried about at the moment... pre-cal. is what at hand know turn back geez its rude to not listen to him", Oliver changes the subject.

I snort at his behavior knowing he was worried about me but tired to play it cool, after he told me everything about what happened before and after I got sick and fell in his bathroom he insisted on staying with me before I kicked him out to leave the hospital to keep it a surprise from everyone.

turning back to my class I'm at I write down everything and pay attention feeling oliver's gaze on me at certain moments I just keep my eyes up front letting him think he is being sneaky.

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the rest of my day after pre-cal. has been a nightmare of me throwing up and getting sick the whole day trying to keep up with classes but I made sure to not give up knowing I haven't been at school in sometime and I really need to pass my last year of high school with no bumps.

walking out of the stall and looking into the mirror to see my face covered in blood I take a towel and clean myself up looking like I'm a vampire and just drank the life out of someone that would be better than actually draining it from myself I walk out to my engineering class.

I walk at a very tired pace from how I feel tired and miserable from everything thats happened.

I get to 275 Michaelson's class and open up my project noticing Oliver hasn't gotten here yet I feel relief knowing he will be worried if he sees how pale and sickly I look at the moment.

I pull out my journal and began writing how my day is and what all has been going wrong and showing I am only proving my doctors point about dying young.

I feel a tap on my shoulder looking up to my left seeing Oliver seeing down next to me I prop my legs up into his lap and continue writing down everything before placing it back into my backpack not wanting anyone essentially Oliver seeing it I turn my attention to my laptop.

I feel him lean over being whispering in my ear, "are you doing okay? you don't look so well sweet water?"

I turn to face him filling a sudden pain in my stomach it starts to increase I clutch my chest tightly as I feel the heart attack forming.

Oliver's face goes from soft to shear terror and fear written across it.

my breath and heart rate skyrocket and I fall to the floor going limb feeling someone shout and pick me up before everything all goes unnoticed and to far away.

~~~

I wake up smelling a familiar smell cleaning supplies and hand-sanitizer the smell only a hospital or doctors office can bring I open my eyes slowly looking around seeing I'm back in the same spot I was only yesterday feeling my worries only come back.

turning my attention to a sudden knock on the door I yell a loud, "come in!" before it opens revealing a sad Oliver and little Elliot.

I see a small figure run at me and jump on the bed, "summer!", he cheers before Oliver acmes over and joins us.

"how are you feeling", Oliver ask with a clear hesitation and fear in his tone.

"I'm fine just confused", I admit.

"thats normal, the doctor said you had a massive heart attack while in engineering, scared most of the class when you went limb falling onto the floor.", he mumbles.

"wow, I'm sorry to put everyone through that. I was doing fine before - I know you weren't and there's nothing to feel bad about, the doctors told me all about the loss of blood and everything that happened pre hand to couse this", he cuts me off.

"oh", I whisper feeling ashamed that he knew everything that I went through without me even telling me but relived that he was there to take care of me.

the rest of the time before Oliver and Elliot left went about the same aside from Elliot wanting to play and eat all my chocolate cake the nurses brought for my food we had a good time just laughing up a storm and having fun altogether.

then once they left Amara and Alex came in to sleep by my side and insisted on staying the whole night without a word from me.

it was funny how demanding Amara and Alex can be once they've made there mind up together about something, I would've agreed anyway to whatever they wanted but it was funny to watch the augment they presented unfold.