Falling onto you

Entry #15

Summers POV -

excitement takes a toll one today as I get released from the hospital today. I'm hoping its for a while, its funny how you don't notice how much you miss of something until its taken away from you and that one thing fo me is my room and bed.

the comfort of my own home even if I have to share it with my psycho mother.

Oliver made sure to not leave me yet as he is driving me home after refusing to let me leave on my own. I know he just wants someone to be there with him and I'm glad he close me to be that special person, it brings joy that I am his safe heaven in the moment of worry and fear.

"are you sure you'll be okay going back home?", Oliver says after a long moment of silence.

I look over to him as he drives and smile, "worried I'll forget about you already?"

"n-no im just worried you'll get hurt again or what if you get sick. you never know the worst can happen and I should be with you when it does...", he goes on to say but I know he just wants the best for me but he also doesn't want to leave me so soon.

"Oliver I promise I will be fine and plus the doctor said everything was all fine with me", I assured him.

he nodded in agreement as we approached my home I'm come to dread seeing but also loved somehow at the same time.

I can already feel my mothers anger from over here, I just know when I walk in through those doors she's gonna unload on me and I just hope Oliver isn't here to see it.

my scar over my eye has just healed and I would be mad if she cut it open again.

Oliver parks his car close to my house and turns presses the breaks, "do you need me to come in with you?", I can hear his pain in the tone.

"no, I'll be fine", I breath out worried of whats to come.

I pick up my night bag before smiling at Oliver one last time and turning to my house but he doesnt leave.

I wavy at him and walk away towards my house as a pit forms in my stomach.

I take out my key from my pocket and turn it into the lock as my hands shake violently.

I let go of the breath I didn't even know I was holding in as I open the door slowly closing ym eyes not wanting to look, "took you long enough to get home", I hear my mother scream.

great shes home.

"hello... mother", I respond opening my eyes to face her and walking in closing the door.

"where the hell have you been?", she questions.

"the hospital if you really cared you would've already known that", I lecture her.

"don't I? I provide a bed and house for you and everything you could ever want. all I do in return is make sure you know your place", she scolded me.

I roll my eyes not knowing what im doing until she longes at me taking me to the ground.

"don't"

she punch's me hard

"you ever!"

"fucking roll"

and another punch

"your god damn eyes at me again you bitch!" she yells punching deep onto my ribs taking the breath out of me.

"I wouldn't! I promise I didn't mean to I swear", I correct myself.

I shouldn't have said that...