𝗠𝗖𝗬𝗧 𝗫 𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗗𝗘𝗥 | ᵒⁿᵉˢʰᵒᵗˢ

ᶠᵒʳᵉᵛᵉʳ

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summary: breakup :(

request: yes

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we always used to say that our love would be forever, that we would get married and grow old together. but I guess our version of forever was only three years.

sure, couples fight but I dont think its healthy to be constantly fighting and pretending to be okay in public just to end up fighting and yelling behind closed doors. it was like there was a constant switch in the relationship where one day things would be amazing and the next day it would seem like nothing was going right.

for months, the two of you tried to fix things but it only seemed that things were getting worse, no matter how much effort the two of you put forward. with you working and going to school full time and Luke streaming and creating content there was no time for the two of you to spend together. and when you did spend time together the two of you were stressed and ended up fighting.

get this no one knew that your relationship was on the rocks, in fact they thought the two of you would be together forever. such a shame that forever was only three years.

it wasnt like the two of you lost feelings, but it felt like the relationship was added stress and draining. thats not how a relationship should be, you shouldnt feel like a burden to your partner or feel like spending time together was just scheduled and not natural anymore.

you love Luke and you knew he loved you too, but sometimes breaks are needed maybe one day the two of you would find your way back together. but right now, it was best if the two of you went your separate ways.

"I love you always" Luke muttered teary eyed while holding you to his chest tightly for what might be the last time.

"I love you too" you choked out squeezing him one last time before pulling away and walking away without looking back, because you knew if you turned around, youd end up right back in his arms in the same cycle the two of you were trying to break.

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uh hi! it's been such a long time.

i'm super sorry for no updates i've been struggling a lot personally with work & dealing with a break up. which i might've projected into this a bit oops.

but i'm back now! and i'm gonna try to update at least once a week.

i hope everything has been alright with you all! be sure to send some requests so i can motivate myself to write again. love you all.

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written on 6.26.21