B’s Note:
Gosh! Colein is so arte talaga, diba? She so kaka… kaka-imbyerna, kaka-stress at kaka-nose bleed, you know? OMG lang talaga!
Ha-ha-ha! Wala lang, I make gaya lang si Colein!Ha-ha-ha!
Enjoy reading
Ciao! ♥♥♥
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COLEIN’S POV
I feel something strange on my body. It’s like, I’m floating while I am lying. I tried to move my arms and feet, but it feels so numb.
There’s also something whispering in my ears, but I can’t understand what they’re saying. So, I make more pakinig to the voices. Slowly, it makes sense to me what they’re whispering.
‘Hindi ka maisasalba ng maganda mong mukha mula sa kamatayan.’
They repeatedly whisper it. And it makes me so scared. I feel they’re so lapit to me, but I can’t feel their presence. I can’t feel their breath every time they’re make bulong to my ears.
I tried to open my eyes, but I feel that my eyes got zip lock the same with my mouth. I don’t know what to do, I feel so terrified. I want to cry, but the tears stock inside my eyes. I want to scream but I can’t feel my tongue, either.
For the very first time, I remember Him. I feel that I don’t have the rights to call Him right now. I don’t have any right to make hingi some tulong to Him. But I don’t have any choice. He’s the only one I can think who can save me right now.
I am a catholic, but the funny thing is I go to church once or twice a year, every Christmas and New Year to be exact. I don’t know how to use the rosary. And I don’t even memorize the angelus. I also didn’t pray before I sleep and after I wake up.
Gosh! I feel, it’s so kapal ng face ko right now to make hingi some tulong to Him but I pray anyway. I pray in my own way.
‘God, I’m so sorry for all my sins at sa mga pagkukulang ko.’ I pray in my mind. ‘Lord, please forgive me and give me some other chance. Please, have mercy!’
I feel some electric vault piercing my whole body. Slowly, I feel like my body started to fall down from the ceiling. Humina na rin ang mga bulong sa tenga ko hanggang sa unti-unti na iyong nawala.
I can’t help but to cry again, but this time, I feel my tears are finally flowing down on my cheeks. I feel so relief.
I’m sure that I’m not floating anymore, and there’s no one making bulong to my ears. Gumaan na rin ang aura sa paligid.
I slowly tried to open my eyes again. I instantly, feel the pain but I make tiis it until I finally open my eyes. Hindi iyon mulat na mulat dahil ang hapdi ng mata ko, pero tama na iyon para makita ko ang paligid.
Unti-unti kong inilibot ang paningin ko. I’m all alone, and the curtain that I make takip to the window kanina are now open. Nakita ko na madilim na sa labas ng bintana na kanina lang ay tirik na tirik pa ang araw. Ganoon na ba ako katagal nakahiga dito?
Ang huli kong naaalala ay tumayo ako sa harap ng salamin para iligpit ang mga gamit ko dahil disidido na talaga akong umalis sa lugar na ito. Nang ihakbang ko ang paa ko ay bigla akong nakaramdam ng hilo at agad na nagdilim ang paningin ko. Pagkatapos noon ay wala na akong maalala pa.
Ipinikit ko ang nananakit kong mga mata at pinakiramdaman ang katawan ko. Okay na ang mga paa at kamay ko pero parang nangangapal ang buo kong mukha. Naramdaman kong sumakit din ang bibig ko ng subukan ko iyong galawin. Malakas ang pakiramdam ko na may mali.
