Broken But Beautiful (SnapeXReader) COMPLETE

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I took a deep breath. Day one of my plan.

"Take me with you." I said.

Severus whipped around from where he stood at the front door. His eyes were wide. "What?"

I walked the rest of the way down the steps. "I said take me with you." I said slowly.

"What are you talking about Y/N?"

"Take me with you to the death eater meeting."

Severus has been going to so many of them in the past month. Sometimes he is gone for days at a time. While he is at them I have been preparing. I have been shopping for new clothes and studying defence against the dark arts.

"Why in the hell would I take you with me?" He exasperated.

"Because I asked you."

"The answer is no."

"Why not?"

"If You think I want to take my girlfriend to a death eater meeting and put her in danger then you are fucking crazy."

I rolled my eyes. "I can take care of myself."

"You're not going."

"I can help you."

"I don't need help."

"Well I will go to one. One way or another."

"What is wrong with you Y/N?" He sounded worried but I didn't care.

"Nothing is wrong with me. See you later." I turned back around and headed back up the stairs.

I sat down at the desk in my room and pulled out a piece of parchment.

Once I was done writing I tied it to an owl. Now all I have to do is wait.

I don't care if Severus thinks I am crazy for wanting to do this. I don't care if anyone does. Emma told me to live my life. So I will. But I am tired of living it the way I have been. I refuse to just sit here and do nothing but cry. Those death eaters that killed Emma deserve every ounce of pain I am about to bring them. And I cannot wait to inflict it.

It's been two days since I sent the letter. Severus still hasn't come back.

I have been extensively studying all sorts of spells and working on occlumency. I stole a book from Draco's house a few weeks ago all about occlumency.

All of a sudden a knock at the door sounded. I made my way over to the door and looked out the peephole. Dumbledore was standing there. I opened the door.

"Is Severus here?"

"No but please come in."

Dumbledore stepped into the house and I shut the door. He turned to me.

"I am here because of the letter you sent me. It was quite worrying."

I nodded. "I can see that but I mean what I said."

"Did you talk to Severus about it?"

"Sort of. He doesn't want me to though."

"Well I quite agree with him."

"I can handle it."

"You are only seventeen and you will be dealing with very powerful wizards."

"I realize that."

"It's not safe for you."

"I know Severus isn't getting all the information you want. I can. I promise that I can."

"I will not risk an underaged witch to this."

I nodded. "Alright. I understand."

"Well, I must get going now. Goodbye."

"Bye."

Once Dumbledore left I headed upstairs and grabbed my phone.

Y/N: Wanna hang out?

Draco: Right now?

Y/N: Yeah

Draco: Sure I will have my dad come get you. You are at Snape's right?

Y/N: Yup

Draco: Ok. See you soon.

Perfect.