Broken But Beautiful (SnapeXReader) COMPLETE

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 I stood staring at the park. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. And another one. Another one. I opened my eyes. My stomach dropped. The blonde haired boy was standing in front of me. His head was cocked to the side, staring at me with feral amusement. I tried to back away but his hand gripped my wrist. My heart was racing.

"Y/N?" I wiped around at the familiar voice. Draco and who I am assuming is his father are standing there. "Are you ok?" The blonde haired boy's grip on my wrist was gone. I turned around. He smiled at me and evaporated into dust and drifted away with the wind. I turned back to Draco and his father.

"Did you see him?"

 Draco and his father exchanged a look. "See what Y/N?" Draco asked carefully. 

I felt a tear slip down my face. I quickly whipped it away. "Nothing." I felt myself shaking. Tears welled in my eyes. What the hell just fucking happened? I tried to blink away the tears but they just leaked out of my eyes. Draco walked over to me and hugged me.

"It's ok." He cooed. He gently stroked my hair. I was glad to have him touching me. Grounding me. I shook with silent sobs.

After a little bit I calmed down. I gently pulled away from Draco but he kept his hands on my arms. Draco snapped out of it and hastily let go. He looked over to his father. His father looked annoyed. "Oh uh Y/N, this is my father." I nodded to him. He strode over to us and held out his hand to me. I took it.

"Mr. Malfoy. Pleasure to meet you Miss L/N."

"Nice to meet you too." I let go of his hand.

"Well, am I taking you to your house?"

"Umm yeah."

"What's the address?"

"Y/A"

"Alright." He held out his hands or Draco and I.

"What about my trunk?"

"Just keep a hold on it with your other hand." Said Draco. I nodded. Draco grabbed his father's hand. I reached out and gently took his hand.

"Hold on tight." Said Mr. Malfoy.

I closed my eyes and when I opened them, we were standing in front of my house. I let go of Mr. Malfoys hand. I suddenly felt self conscious. Here I am, standing next to really rich people in front of my house that is falling apart. The paint is chipping and the lawn probably hasn't been mowed all summer. It looks like an abandoned house.

I turned to them.

"Thank you so much."

"Of course," Said Mr. Malfoy. "Anything to help out Draco's girlfriend." I slowly looked over to Draco. He looked nervous. I decided not to say anything about it. "Well Draco, we better get going." Draco just nodded. Mr. Malfoy held out his hand to Draco. They were gone in a blink of an eye.

I took a deep breath and walked up the driveway, dragging my trunk behind me. I opened the front door. It looked the same as it always did. Run down.

"Hello?" I called out. No one answered. I closed the door behind me. I left my trunk beside the door and peeked into the living room. My father was passed out on the couch. Beer cans littered the floor and coffee table. I moved on and walked into the kitchen. My mother was standing in front of the counter cutting vegetables. "Mom?" She whipped around. Her eyes widened when she saw me. Then anger flashed across her face.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" She asked angry.

"I umm-"

"I thought you were staying at that weird school of yours!" She yelled.

"Well I was actually staying at a teachers house but-"

"What the fuck?" yelled someone behind me. I turned. My father was standing there.

"Y/N ran away from her weird school!" Exclaimed my mom.

"No I didn't." Shit. I shouldn't have said anything. My father raised his hand. I squinted my eyes shut. My cheek got hit so hard my head snapped to the side. My cheek stung.

"You little shit." I raised my hand to my cheek. Damn did it hurt. I remember when I was younger. I was so used to it that it stopped hurting.

I felt tears welling in my eyes from the pain.

"Go to your fucking room. We don't want to see you whore." Yelled my mom. I quickly ran out of the kitchen and to the door to get my trunk. I ran up to my room. I tore open the door and quickly shut it. I collapsed against the door. I started crying.

Severus, the person I loved turned out to be a death eater. He was supposed to be keeping me safe but he himself isn't safe. I cant believe that I didn't see this before. Where else would he be going all the time? Ughh I am so fucking stupid.

I stood up and dragged my trunk to the empty spot against my wall. I opened it and dug around for my special bag. I took it out of my trunk and sat on the floor. I took out my razor blades.

I cut and cut until I felt completely numb. Until my eyes ran dry. When I was done I put my special bag back into my trunk and slid under the covers of my bed.

When I woke up my mind felt foggy. I recalled everything that happened yesterday. It made me sad but I didn't have any more tears to cry left. I should probably write a letter to Dumbledore and warn him. Let him know that my ex boyfriend is a death eater. That the person who I loved hurt me. I sat down at my desk and began writing.

When I was done I went to give it to an owl. Then I realized I didn't have one. I pulled out my phone and called Draco.

"Hello?" Asked Draco.

"Hey."

"Is something wrong again?"

"No but umm well, I need to mail a letter but I don't have an owl."

"Oh alright. Well, you could use one of ours."

"Thanks."

"You could hang out with me at my house if you want. It would be easier to bring you here than to apparate the owl to you."

"That would be great Draco." I said.

"Alright well, my father will be there in a few minutes then."

"Thank you so much."

"Don't worry about it Y/N. see you soon." He hung up. At Least I will get the letter to Dumbledore soon.