Broken But Beautiful (SnapeXReader) COMPLETE

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I was early to dinner because I ended up skipping the rest of my classes. None was in the great hall yet. Not even the staff. I was utterly alone. Although, I didn't feel alone. I was like that a lot. Even when I was alone I never felt lonely. 

 I was sitting at the Gryffindor table. Draco Isn't going to like this. I thought. I started to worry. Ya know what, Fuck Draco. I let my mind wander. I have that test in potions tomorrow. I should study. Severus. Ughh why do I always think about him! Its annoying honestly. That kiss earlier. Ughh get out of my damn head Severus.  A slam brought me out of my thoughts.

"Hey Y/N." Said Fred who just threw his plate down in front of him. George was sitting beside him.

"We thought you were asleep with your eyes open." Said George. Fred and George high fived. I rolled my eyes.

"Ok then." I said. "What do you guys want?" I asked annoyed. They must want something. They never talk to me otherwise.

"We don't want anything." Said Fred. 

I rolled my eyes again. "Mhhh I am sure you don't." I said sarcastically. They simultaneously smiled at me. "Ugh what?" I growled.

"Well, since you seem so keen to want us to ask something," He paused to look at Fred. They mischievously smiled at each other. They then looked back at me. " We just want you to put this," Fred motioned for me to put out my hand. I held out my hand. Fred put something on my palm and closed my fingers around it. "In Snape's desk Drawer." I moved my hand toward me and started to open my fingers to see what it was.

"No!" cried George. I paused. "Look at it under the table. We don't want to risk anyone seeing it." I rolled my eyes yet again but I obliged. I opened my hand under the table. Sitting in the palm of my hand was a stink pellet. I looked back up at the twins.

"And why exactly do you want me to do this?" 

They smiled. "Well," Started Fred. "We would do it but it's hard for us to get access to his classroom."

"That's where you come in." Said George.

"You seem to always be in there for something and he likes you so-"

"Like?!?" oh shit. Now everyone is going to know. FUCK. 

Fred laughed. "As much as he could possibly like someone he went to school with. Anyways, we figured you could get access to his classroom better than we could. So, could you put this in one of his desk drawers?"

"Ummm no." I said.

"Oh come on Y/N. We will pay you three galleons." Now they are bribing me?!? Are you serious?? Well, I do need some money. He won't even find out it's me. I mean, probably. I guess I could help them. Do I really want to do this to Sev though? Well, if he did find out it was me he wouldn't get that mad right? we are basically friends now right? 

"Fine." I said. 

They both clapped their hands in joy. "Great!" They said in unison.

"Just do it tomorrow after dinner." Said George.

"Are you sure it wont go off before then?" I asked.

"Of course we are sure. It will go off the day after tomorrow during his morning class." I am in his morning class that day.....

"Alright, now where is my money?" I asked. Fred reached into his pocket. He looked at what was in his hand.

"Hehehe ummm we only got three Sickles..."

"Are you serious?"

"Ya. ummmm will you still do it?"

"Fine." They both smiled and Fred handed over the money. I shoved it in my pocket along with the stink pellet. Fred and George started to dig into the food and chatter amongst themselves. I looked up and down the table for Emma, Hermione, Ron, or Harry. They were all sitting at the very end of the table. They looked like they were having a lot of fun. I don't want to ruin it by going over there. I looked across the room to the Slytherin table. Draco was giving me the death stare. He waved me angry over. I knew he was going to be mad. I broke our eye contact and looked up at the staff table. My eyes instantly met the dark ones of Severus. His eyes were warm and inviting. He moved his goblet up to his lips. He lifted and wiggled his pinky finger. Indicating the promise he had made earlier that day. I smiled and reached for my own. I pulled it up to my mouth. I raised my pinky and wiggled it as well. That got a little smile from him. Although I could tell he was trying not to. Am I really going to do this to him? Maybe it will make me not like him anymore. Oh shit. I used the L word. Ugh stupid Severus. I broke our eye contact and looked at the food on the table in front of me waiting to be eaten. Ugh. I don't even want to eat. I feel guilt already. But I already told Fred and George that I would. I couldn't back out now. I decided I wasn't hungry so I got up and walked out of the great hall. I was in the entrance hall when I heard my name.