Foul Love (Sasuke x OC)

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Smut warning!

Anger is the first thing I experience as I wake up. Sasuke tried to fucking kill me, and I was ready to rip his goddamn head off.

The light shines through my eyelids, and I push them open. My first sight as I wake up is the ceiling, but the fact that I even woke up is insanity. There's no pain present, and I sit myself up to look at my stomach. There's a gaping hole in my shirt, but my flesh is completely healed. My stomach is also clean of all blood. The Nine Tails must've taken it upon himself to heal me while I was out. At least he didn't manage anything horrible.

"You're finally awake," Sasuke says. My vision turns to him. The boy with onyx hair is gazing right at me. Instinctually I get up and run over to him. He seems surprised at first but I knock the expression off his face with a hard kick. Maybe I'm not back to my full strength, but I'm healed enough to give him hell.

I straddle him to put myself down to his level and grab him by the collar. Blood runs from his nose from my kick, and he still manages to look hot. This doesn't stop my anger though, it actually fuels it. A shot of pain is sent through my knuckles as I hit Sasuke once again in the face. I let him gain his composure, but I do not calm down. He wipes the blood off his face with an extra tee shirt, and looks my in the eyes.

"You tried to fucking kill me," I spit at Sasuke.

His gaze stays on my own and he doesn't break eye contact when he talks, "You're not dead though."

This comment irks me, "No thanks to you, asshole."

As I go to get myself off his lap, his hands meet with my waist, pulling me down.

"What the hell are you doing?" I ask him.

"You should have tried harder to live."

"And then what? Stay here for the rest of my god forsaken life? Sounds like paradise. If I let out the foxes chakra willingly, there's no saying if I could stop it. Orochimaru would just love that wouldn't he."

"Even before that, you could have dodged my attack."

"You used the power of your curse mark, I was no match."

"That's not true."

"You were aiming to kill me, Sasuke."

"If you think for one second I would have let you die, you're delusional."

"Like I said before, you're the only reason I'm in this fucking mess. You've left me with no options and no way out. If you were to let me die, it would have been one of the best things you've ever done for me, but dying at your hands would have been a twisted joke."

"Do you want to die?"

"Not really."

"Then why say those things?"

"Because even while present, I never really feel alive. Especially not here. I don't particularly want to die, but I don't see the appeal of living."

My words seem to puzzle Sasuke. Deep down I hope he sees how much I truly hate him. For everything he's done to Naruto, and everything he's done to me. Nothing hurts more than seeing my brother chase after a broken toy.

"Let me help you feel alive," Sasuke says and pushes his lips against my own.

At this point I can't even will myself out. Every single part of me knows this is a horrible idea, but every single piece of me wants to do this. Our lips meet and a heat is sent throughout my body. My hips grind against him, as I deepen our embrace. His tongue slides into my mouth, and I make my way into his. The sensation of him playing inside my mouth is indescribable.