Thomas Shelby imagines

56.Everything i wanted

"Oh and there's a woman's
Yeah,
A woman,who I love
And I got close
Nearly got fucking everything!!!"

Y/n sat in Tommy's bed.The clock striked 2:00 and she still wasn't able to sleep.

Panic and anxiety was not allowing her too.

Tommy still hadn't returned back to home.He left one day ago without telling anyone and still haven't come back and it was scaring y/n a lot.

She was pacing here and there in the room nervously while biting her lower lip.Her eyes were burning and were swollen due to lack of sleep but she was ignoring it because she was getting more and more worried by every second.

Y/n heard a slow knock on her door and she saw the doorknob turning.

She saw Polly looking at her with worried eyes

"Why aren't you asleep yet y/n?"polly asked with a motherly voice

"Polly he's not home yet.It's scaring the fuck out of me"y/n sighed in frustration and rubbed her eyes

"Y/n"Polly sighed worriedly and walked towards her while she sat on the edge of the bed with her

"What has Tommy always told you?"She asked slowly patting her back for comfort

Y/n let out a tired groan

"Poll-

"He's always told you that no matter what he'll always come back to you.No matter how far he would be,he'll always be forced back to you.You two are joined by destiny and destiny choses what it wants.What he wants."Polly softly explained

"You're everything he ever wanted"she said.

Y/n looked over at Polly in defeat.Her heart melted when she said that that's how he felt about her

"Oh poll"y/n sighed and hugged her tight.Polly softly smiled and caressed her hair in a motherly way.

Y/n felt comfort in her arms.She was truly an escape from reality but when it came to Tommy no one could help her.Only he himself could.

They both sat like that for a few minutes when y/n heard the sounds of doors closing.

Her face immediately shot up with hope and Polly looked at her with a smile.

"Well I guess there back"she smiled at y/b and stood up.They both walked down the stairs into the hall to see arthur and John taking out their coats that were covered with snow.

Y/n furrowed her eyebrows in confusion.

"Hello there y/n"arthur smiled tiredly at her

"Where's Tommy?"she softly asked not wanting to sound rude

"Well he must be coming.His car was right behind us"John told as y/n helped him to take off his coat

When she heard this her face shot up again and she immediately ran towards their room to look at him through the window.

Polly softly chuckled

"Well I guess they both can't stay without each other.Tommy couldn't stop worrying the whole time we were there.He's got soft"arthur chuckled

Y/n eagerly looked out the window in hope to see him come out of his car but she saw an empty street.

She bit her lip nervously and sighed in defeat

"So you DID miss me"a familiar voice said from behind

Y/n turned immediately to see Tommy leaning against the door.His hands comfortably in his pocket and a smirk on his face

Y/n sighed a breath of relief and ran her hands through her face until she felt his hands creeping up her waist.

He pulled her close to his chest like it was the first time he was doing that and slowly caressed her cheek

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you anything before leaving"tommy said softly

"Ya well you should Tommy I was almost about to kill myself"y/n said with a worried look on her face

Tommy's heart melted to see her being so worried for him so he hugged her close to his chest

Y/n placed her palm against his heart and buried her head in his neck as he slowly swayed them both.

She felt herself relax from the continuous swaying.She could feel the vibrations of his heart beat going up her fingertips

"Don't you ever leave me again tommy"y/n sighed and buried her head even deep so that he couldn't see her face that was on the verge of crying

Tommy slowly brought his hand up her chin and slowly lifted it up so that she was now face to face with him

"What have I always told you love?No matter what happens to me,I'll always come back to you"he said and y/n smiled softly at him

Hearing those words from his own mouth was a little more promising and comforting

"We're bound by destiny y/n.No matter how much I try to pull away,it will always drag me back to you"he said softly grazing her lips

"You're everything I wanted"