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CLARKE'S POV-

The next day, I wake up from my vibrating phone. I answer, not checking the name," Hello?"

" Goodmorning." I hear in a bright, happy voice.

" Hey, Bellamy."

" Teacher conference day, what are you up to?"

" Sleeping."

He sighs," Or we could go out and have some fun."

" Or we could sleep." I say, in a happier tone.

" May I join you for a nap then?"

" Yeah, I'd like that."

" Great." He says, hanging up. Did he just hang up on me?

He slowly walks into my room, slipping off his shoes.

I laugh," That was quick."

" You're Aunt let me in on her way out."

I nod," Well come here."

He smiles, coming towards me. He lays down and I pull him close.

While we sleep, I wake up when he shakes, like a shartled scare in a nightmare. He jumps and his finger moves slowly. I carefully rub my eyes, checking to see if I'm not just seeing things. He's scared. I slowly shake his arm, whispering," Hey...are you alright?"

He wakes up, jolting up and staring at me with wide eyes.

" You seemed to be having a nightmare?" I say, cautiously. I don't want to scare him away.

He shakes his head," No...I was just, dreaming. Dreaming about you." He holds his hand under my cheek and then kisses me. " I have to get going actually, I forgot I promised my mom I'd pick up a shift today."

" I'll visit you later." I say with a shy smile, taking his hand.

He pulls away," No, I'll be busy. I'll call you later." He kisses my forehead, and leaves in a rush. I hear the front door shut, and I fall onto my back with a sigh.

As I lay awake that night, I toss and turn, thinking of Bellamy. Why my mind just naturally wonders to him all the time now, amazes me. I'm happy.

I grab my phone from underneath my pillow, texting him:

How was work?

He responds quickly, sending shivers up my spine in excitement:

Closing up now, lots of dishes to clean here...busy day

I reply:

Anything I can do to make it better?

He responds:

Get some sleep for me

BELLAMY'S POV-

I set my phone down, going into the kitchen to tackle some dishes. Heading to the café door to lock up, later, the bells chime, and someone steps inside. In a stern voice," We're closed." I look up, seeing a crying Raven.

I step closer," Raven, what's wrong?"

" Remember how you use to tell me how I could come to you for anything?"

I sigh," I can't be that guy for you anymore, Raven."

" I don't have anyone else to go to." She cries.

" Where's Finn? He cares about you."

" Not like you do, Bellamy." She comes closer, wrapping her arms around my neck and resting her head on my shoulder. I slowly hesitate, holding her in a comforting-friend way. I glance at the window, catching a glimpse of some blonde, curly hair. I swear to myself, mentally punching myself as well.

CLARKE'S POV-

The next day, Friday, I head into school with a dazed and tired feeling. My Aunt's hand on my shoulder startles me. She smiles," Cheer up, hun, it's Friday!"

I shrug, and fake a smile," Yeah, I know. See you later."

" I was thinking pizza night?" She asks.

I nod," Sounds good." I walk off down the hall, heading towards my locker. I turn the hall, finding Bellamy holding Raven again. Wow. Kinda familiar.

I turn and skip out on going to my locker, hiding in first period. Next period I see them both, what do I do? Act normal, and just drop my feelings for Bellamy, because obviously it's not going to work out, or do I continue to trust him and possibly let myself get hurt?
I can't be mad.
And I can't be hurt.
We're not dating. And now, I don't know if I ever could date him.

*** A/N
Call me the queen of inconsistency, because I can't post everyday, and I can't keep these two together, Ugh!

Pre-writing some chapters so hopefully till next weekend I'll have an update everyday!

I'm going to Chicago for three or so days during my spring break, so I probably won't be posting, unless I pre-write, so don't hate me or comment mean things if I'm missing for a couple days (the week after next)

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