The Reality (MSF book2)

Chapter Thrity-Eight

Dennise Michelle Lazaro

I wiped my face and took a deep deep breath. I can feel my friends stares at me, but I just ignored it. I look like weak again in their eyes, naaawa na naman sila saakin. Lagi namang ganyan eh, that's why i have this hard time to think on how to handle this feelings of mine. It's hard to pretend that you're happy even though the truth is you're sad, down and hurt inside.

"Im asking about your head ate."-Jia

"Ah! I thought you're asking about something else." Sumisinghot kong sagot.

"Nah! We're asking about that too. It's been one week Dennise. Alam naming sariwa pa rin ang sugat sa puso mo."-Dzi

"Forget about it ate! To tell you honestly, Myco's issue is not the one who's hurting me the most. It's someone else." I whispered.

I felt Fille's hand on mine and squeez it gently, i look up to met their gazes and gave them my sweetest smile.

"Besh nag shower kana?"-Ella

"Yeah. When Alyssa left me."

"She left? Where did she go?"-Justine

"Kumuha nyan!" I answered and pointed at the baisin alcohols and med kits on the table. "Sinigurado ko lang na hindi niya ako nakitang pumasok ng washroom. 'Coz you know guys! Hindi yun papayag, she's strict."

"Eh bakit ka nga ba kasi nagkakasakit huh? It's unexpectedly, you know what ate? We're expecting na makikita namin kayo sa tv this night."-Mich

"I know! People are excited to see you and Alyssa together again."-Bang

"Eh? Pasensya na. And to tell you honestly im excited too, kasi nakikita ko namang excited si Aly. I also had the plan to have a friendly date with her."

"Saan siya excited? Sa pag pirma ng contrata o sa pag sagot ng mga katanungan sakanya?"-Mela

"I think both..."-Rachel

"Huwaw ah! Mas alam mo pa kesa saakin ganun?"

"Oo naman! If I know! Alyssa is so excited to sign the contract. Gusto niya rin naman sigurong maranasan tong mga nararanasan natin. I mean hello! Its her past career too. Alam niyo na! She knows that she's simple, pero pag nakapasok yan sa showbiz humanda kana Dennise. Hindi lang si Angelica Panganiban makakaagaw mo jan!" Panloloko saakin ni Rachel.

I rolled my eyes on her and closed my eyes. My situation right now is so annoying! I wanted to have a date with Alyssa after the interview and signing achuchu. I feel pity on her because she can't explore manila by herself. She don't want to go out without me, see? She's so sweet, kakilig. I was ignoring her for 2 or 3 days i guess because if I did not do that it means im using her to move-on which is un-acceptable on my side. Justine told me to make everything to be slow. And she's right it's effective dahil alam kong nakamove on na ako.

"Pero if ever maging artista na si ate Aly, kanino siya mapupunta?"-Jia

"I think saakin."-Justine

"Really? Hindi kay Lino?"-Fille

"I think direct Lino has Clarisse Valdez. Gusto kasi saakin ni Claire." I heard Justine's voice with excitement, kaya napamulat ako at kunot noong tumitig sakanya.

"So if ever na maging artista si Alyssa? Ano nang mangyayari?"-Dzi

"Based on ABS' plan wala pa naman. Basta ang alam ko lang after ng interview niya kailangan niyang mag sign ng contract and of course, Denden is going to clean Aly's name. Yun muna uunahin namin."-Jus

"Oh Dennise! After the buzz kumuha kana ng walis tambo at dustpan sa bahay! Linisin mo yung name ni Alyssa sa the buzz tapus pag nakuha mo na lahat ng kalat itapon mo sa pagmumukha ng ex boyfriend mong papansin!"-Ella