Losing It ~ TeenWolf

Part 36

Charlotte

After an hour or so, my eyes began to feel heavy, I finished my hot chocolate and stood up, I put the cup in the sink and washed the dishes that were in there, even though she had the money, my mother never bought a dishwasher, she said they were pointless, but I didn't mind washing up, it didn't take long so it wasn't much hassle.

I took a towel to my hands and dried them.

"I'm going go to sleep now, those meds kick in fast." I ran my hand through my hair.

"Alright, Goodnight." Theo said.

"'Night, Charlie." Liam said.

I smiled weakly and then went upstairs,as I was already in comfortable clothes I just lay down on my bed and closed my eyes. I opened my eyes to make sure to check my phone was charging, and then I pressed the home button to check if I had any new messages before I went to sleep.

I had two messages from Stiles, one from Amy and then a groupchat with Amy, Fiona, Cora and me in it. I checked Stiles's messages, I didn't really feel like talking to the others.

Stiles
Hey, I just wanted
to make sure that you're
alright, text me back if
want.
19:05

Charlotte
Hey, I'm alright, just
a bit tired, I'm going to
sleep now. Come round
tomorrow?
20:39

I turned my phone off and placed it back on my nightstand, I turned the light off and turned my body around so that I was facing the wall.

After a few minutes, my phone chimed and I grabbed it from the table.

It was Stiles.

Stiles
Yeah, I can drive you
to school?
20:45

Charlotte
Yeah, I'd like that. :)
20:46

I put my phone back onto the nightstand and decided that I wouldn't text him again until the morning.

I grabbed my pills from the table and stuffed two into my mouth without any water, I decided that I'd make Liam happy and start taking them again.

I closed my eyes and sighed.

Within a few minutes, I had blacked out.

—

I woke up to my alarm blaring, I really hadn't missed that.

I grabbed my phone and snoozed the alarm, falling asleep again.

A few minutes later, I was woken up again. I turned the alarm off and sat up, I swung my legs off of the side of my bed and stretched out my arms.

I rubbed my eyes with my hands and then I heard a knock on my door and then Liam sliding it open.

"Morning, you taken your pills yet?" He asked.

"Jeez, I just woke up." I groaned.

"But you are going to take them, right?" He asked.

"Yes, I will take my meds." I said almost too impatiently.

He nodded and stood in the doorway expectantly.

"Oh my god." I said as I grabbed the two bottles and unscrewed the lids, I poured the pills from the bottle and put them in my mouth, I grabbed the bottle of water and swallowed them. "Happy now?" I asked.

"Very." He smiled and walked out of the room, closing the door behind him.

I stood up and walking into the bathroom, I brushed my hair and teeth and went to the toilet before going back into my room.

I felt a bit better so I decided that I would go to school.

I went over to the wardrobe and looked through my clothes. There wasn't anything that I felt like wearing so I went over to my drawers, I pulled out the baggiest pair of jeans I had and an oversized jumper,z I wanted to try and hide my weight loss as much as possible so I paid special attention to my make up.

I left my hair down so that it could cover my hollowed cheeks.

I stood up from my vanity and grabbed my phone, I shoved it into my bag along with my books and a few other things before heading downstairs.

I pulled my converse on and went into the kitchen where Liam was sat at the island scrolling on his phone.

"Hey.." he said awkwardly. I know that he was trying to be careful around me in case he triggered me somehow and I found it a little unsettling, he had never been cautious around me so it was new and I hoped that it'd pass soon.

"Hey, is Theo giving you a lift this morning because I can't..?" I asked.

"Yeah, he says he doesn't mind." He replied turning off his phone.

I placed my bag on the island and the ducked down and opened the fridge. I pulled out a bottle of water and a fruit box, I wanted to get my diet back on track but that wouldn't happen over night so I took it one step at a time. I put the items in my bag and leaned against the counter.

I sighed and ran my hands through my hair, brushing my fingers through the strands.

"You alright?" Liam asked.

"I still need to get used to my meds again but other than that, yeah, I mean, I guess." I said.

"Why, what's up?"

"I'm just nervous to go back to school, I haven't been there for a week and especially Nolan."

"You'll be alright." He assured me.

There was a knock at the door and I froze, a slight shiver ran through my body before I stood up away from the counter and made my way to the door. I exhaled slowly and opened the door.

My nerves were settled and my mind was put at ease when I saw that it was Stiles, I sighed slightly and then my nerves heightened again when I remembered that I would be stuck in a car with him for thirty five minutes.

I offered him a half smile and turned around to grab my bag from the counter.

"Bye, Li." I said and showed him my most anxious face.

"See ya." He smiled. 'Have fun.' He mouthed and I flipped my middle finger at him.

I flung my bag over my shoulder and walked out of the door, I closed it behind myself and turned to Stiles.

"You ready?" He asked, looking down at me.

"As I'll ever be." I sighed.